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Horropedia : Nightmare at Green Lake ⭒
Leo started ADHD meds today and I could cry.
It’s just Day 1, but he’s just… calmer. Still Leo. Just dialed back a few notches. Not literally bouncing off my walls. Not having big emotional reactions to every little frustration. Focusing for more than .2 seconds at a time.
I hate that he needs this, but he’s had behavioral problems since he was 2 that were clearly related. I’ve read every book and done everything right and he was so hard to take anywhere for so long because he had an extremely hard time listening, couldn’t sit still, and had basically negative impulse control. It’s gotten better as he’s gotten older (and both OT and school have been incredible). I’ve suspected we were on this path for a long time, but the only thing you can do is wait until they’re old enough.
And now he is and things can be easier for him and for all of us.
Because of a conversation I Just had with my friends
Did you often get your book confiscated at school for reading during class??
Yes
No
Other/see results
I Will learn 3d modeling software in order to a) scan in my silly little items b) copy my silly little items c) patch my items onto a free use articulated dragon body I found online d) print out a wiggly little boy
Me: I need some time for myself I need some time to decompress after constant work and high stress and responsibility you guys dump on me with no time for me to think or be by myself to rest and focus on my hobbies since I can't get that from you guys ever during the week I'm taking a day I WOULD get paid and go to my actual for real paying job so I can just rest so I hopefully stop daydreaming about killing myself.
My family: OK BUT WHAT IF THIS LIL "EXTRA FREE TIME WAS MORE UNPAID LABOR FOR THE FAMILY HUH WHAT IF WE JUST TAKE THAT TIME N USE IT TO DUMP MORE WORK ON YOU AND THEN MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR WANTING FIVE SECONDS WITH OUT A CHILD SCREAMING IN YOUR FACE OR A SOAPY DISH RAG N YOUR HAND WHAT IF WE DO WHAT THE LORD IS CALLED US AND DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH OUR LIVES WE CANT GET IT DONE BY OURSELVES WE NEED YOU TO TAKE ON THE WORKLOAD OF THREE PEOPLE AND DO IT WITH A SERVANT'S HEART AND A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!
me: do I look forward to dying so I can get some actual rest?
guy who does a boss fight and keeps going ‘one more phase please? another phase for me please?’
Pepa: I hate you sometime
Bruno: Well according to this picture I drew of us holding hands that’s not true