I have not posted in a very long time, but I had to post this.
About a week ago I watched a netflix documentary/drama called When They See Us, directed by Ava DuVernay. Most of you have probably heard of it by now, but if you haven’t I urge you to watch it.
The docu series is four episodes long, all about ninety minutes each. It tells the story of the “Central Park Five” (or the “Exhonarated Five” as they should be called) in a heart wrenching and soul crushing light. Each episode focuses on the four main points of the story. Episode one focuses on the boys being harrassed and coerced by police to confess to a crime they did not commit, episode two shows the trial where everyone ignored what was right in front of them, episode three focuses on the four boys who went to juvi and their life after, and the fourth episode (the most soul crushing one) tells the story of the boy who went straight to adult prison and the horrors he faced.
I could type up every single emotion I felt while watching this docu series, but it is really something you have to experience for yourself. As a white woman, I will NEVER face the type of discrimination, fear, and injustice these boys faced. It is easy as the privileged to ignore things like this, write it off as “too sad” or “too infuriating”. It is easy as non-POC (or just non-black) to turn away from this and pretend it never happened, but I URGE you, watch this docu.
It took me over two weeks to get through each episode, it pulled out emotions in me that I didn’t know I had. The type of rage and heartbreak that I have never felt before. I will even admit, my mind went to dark places I never thought it would go. I wanted the justice system to pay for what they had done. I wanted everyone who had ever hurt these boys to pay.
On multiple occasions I had to turn off the show just to cry, just to hit things, just to let my heart break. I cannot explain how it felt to just watch, nevermind how much pain it must have been to experience. I cannot fathom how each of those men continue to exist on a daily basis with the pain they endure, pain that goes far beyond what was even conveyed in the docu series.
But, despite how many times I had to turn off the show, I had to come back. Something in me knew it was not fair for me to just turn my back on their pain and continue on with my day. I had to watch it, I had to feel it.
In my opinion, everyone should watch this series. EVERYONE. No matter your race, gender, religion, social stature, political affiliation, class, etc. This is something that everyone needs to see, regardless of how they feel.
When They See Us is not fiction, it is real life. It is pulled from what ACTUALLY happened to real men, real PEOPLE. Korey Wise, Antron McCray, Kevin Richardson, Yusef Salaam, and Raymond Santana Jr are real people who will continue to suffer from the injustice they were subjected to as children.
Say their names, and say them loud. They are not the “Central Park Five”. They are the “Exonerated Five” and they deserve to have their story heard by everyone.