#just ranting..

[anacoluthas]

i forgot my eyedrops and my water bottle and there was no bread for toast and i need to grocery shop so i won’t have a good lunch and kitty threw up on the floor and i didn’t have time to clean it and i’m working the closing shift which i don’t like and my boss asked me to work it again tomorrow which is 3/4 closing shifts this week and my boss got pulled into meetings so i can’t tell her any of the list of things i had to tell her and we can’t do the iceberg activity and i’ll have to go grocery shopping today and tomorrow cause i don’t have a ride to carry a lot of groceries. bad day >:<

[trying-2-be-good-blog]

Ughugh

I’m finding it sooo hard to focus on school stuff. My bf is basically stuck looking for a place to live because his parents decided that since he has a job now he should pay them an outrage amount for rent.  And I cant really do anything to help. I still live with my parents and they dont even let me have sleepovers with him so its not like theyre going to offer him a place to stay lol.  So I’m just stuck stressing about this and hoping it all gets figured out soon.  Meanwhile my lab report is due tomorrow and I’ve hardly started. 

[study-bravely]

I got my mark back for my criminology essay on monday and I got a 64%... For last semester’s criminology unit I got a 75% on the essay.. Have my writing skills seriously dropped that fucking much in 3 months?!

Half the marking is bullshit for this essay. He picked up on the littlest things that aren’t even important. (And yes, this is the same tutor that I asked for an extension for mental health issues and he only told me when it was due the day before and I needed a week ffs)

I feel like I’m all the way back in first year, or high school again. I’m not motivated anymore to do anything study-wise. Why even bother? I try my hardest and I barely even pass...

Lab report marks for neuropsych should come out soon as well but I doubt I even passed that at all going by my essay mark. For the first neuropsych assignment my friend and I did it together, had practically the same answers, but she gets a grade 12 marks higher than mine. I’m screwed for these exams, but I can’t even be bothered trying anymore. What’s the point in trying when all it does is backfire? I’m never going to get anywhere..

[sehunsgirl]

you know what irritates me..people who are always like

oh ppl sending and rp’ing with idol anons is weird it’s just fucking weird

you know what? tbh, whenever i get one - its weird - especially if it’s sehun or taeyeon or kris it makes me feel happy. I know it’s not real but it’s comforting.

imagine someone you look up to, really like, says something nice and caring to you. Even if it’s fake, the thought still makes it comforting. I appreciate the people who do that for me...it makes me happy.

RP’ing isn’t bad? Like ok so rp’ing as idols isn’t bad. It’s not the RP’ers fault if someone is stupid enough to believe it’s the actual idol LMAO like - and half the time yes the RP’er is using the idols face and name but that’s it??

Maybe you’re not into RP’ing whatsoever whether it’s an OC or RP’ing an anime character or celebrity...but don’t put down people who enjoy it and what makes them happy it’s just rude like mind your business maybe??

[fourbyefour]

Everyone in my family is athletic, in college, living on their own, and have way better jobs than me and are accomplishing something every day. And here I am, an insomniac who exercises by lifting buckets of dishes everyday, cant afford college and living on my own so I forgo furthering education, and my biggest accomplishment being that I remembered to feed myself or clean up messes that have been there for weeks. Not to mention, I have maybe 3 friends that still talk to me or check up from time to time, cant afford to go to the doctor, and I feel isolated, forgotten, and I really, really want to scream.

[masamooseay]

I got pretty annoyed today when my friend told me that 'half the girls that say they are bisexual are actually just confused'..

[suhoxla]