#just show

[t-hiswifey]

[1909vintage]

ok “good night will parry, bearer of the knife” was not necessary and Way Too Much. ffs her facial expression was enough

[yenphungnguyenqndk]

The materials are ready, but I don’t have any ideas for new edits...

[idontmutter]

Little project I did for one of my classes

[salva-yourlife]

ten; forty-two

the day before i leave everything

there is no point in replying with a smart ass remark, there is no point in responding at all. it wont fix anything, i have stopped hoping for quite sometime now and all i see are actions, reactions but i dont wish to interact. 

i cant believe i was wild enough to believe i could bring you with me to the sunny state of beaches, of fashion, the restaurants, with beautiful hikes, beautiful people….

I simply remember my cousin telling me i was a fool if i ever brought more sand to a different beach… whatever that meant at the time i just wanted to have the girl that I was completely lost in, see the cites that that I fell in love with. 

the big introduction that no one has ever gotten by bringing you home to my west coast family, how easy you made it when you took me home to your parents how you would spend more time with me when you knew if your parents would find you down there with me, he would kill us but we didn’t care one bit. 

We were inseparable, every kiss was effortless, precious, perfect it felt like… it was all what i thought at least. How could eyes finally do me wrong, they say someones eyes will always tell you what that person cannot, and was i just that much of a fool to ignore the eyes of wanting to leave everything or did i think i could win a fight that was already won by someone who wasn’t in the picture for months. 

Did i not want to believe the girl that made me jump every hurdle, go through every obstacle to finally call her mine

i still sometimes find myself sitting by her fire place soaking wet but we could care less because we were lost in each others eyes saying things we would hear in romantic love movies that would later become famous love quotes and we thought it would be the same or feel the same when the words would leave our lips… little did we know we were just hitting a state of euphoria, 

i never saw it coming, not in a million miles, and what a fool i was to tell you to respond to him and keep contact with someone who caused so much damaged to such a special place in your body that i was only comforting and reminding how beautiful it was.

who would have known he was trying to reach out to you to come back, and who would believe me that i stuck around because seeing you happy was better than losing you as a lover, and a friend. 

i was so good, i couldn’t recognize myself in the mirror anymore. i was ignoring all the past mistakes i made and i tried fixing all my mistakes by loving her the best i have ever loved anyone and i still get reminded how good i loved you and that is why no one will want to fall in love with me 

my love was defined as being so good that they would be scared to do what you did, say you didn’t feel worthy enough, how it felt like you were always working to just show me love….. those words tasted so undercooked and thought out when i heard them in your newly organized room. 

i just want to be back in front of that fire place and have you admit to me that you did care about me but you still had someone else holding your heart. i wish you would have never gave me the jack and pepsi that night just to open me up like an open surgery and see everything you wanted to hear. 

you say that you tend to ruin everything, little did you know i use to ruin everything with anyone who took a chance at holding my hand and waking up next to me. i was so afraid to fall for someone so i kept leaving open arms and broken hearts unhealed. 

so what made you special? maybe the challenge of showing you that you still could love and i just got too attached and couldn’t walk away but who knows now. 

i sit here writing, trying to find something that i really never had, maybe I am just wanted to prove to myself that i wouldn’t hurt anyone anymore with my mistakes

[lonelygirl-at-midnight]

Don’t tell me. Show me.

[fromthemurdermitten]