I was so tired and stressed dealing with my financial support stuff today. My worker is condoning me going on disability, because what I get now per month is just supposed to hold me over until I find work, not enough to live off of. Yet I have been, for a year. Had to go home and have a nap, I felt so drained. :p
We went and saw Rodney Carrington last night. He was only mildly racist, but majorly depressed. Poor fucker. Still, overall not a bad show. Besides the racism, of course. (Hollow’s choice to see him, not mine.)
Hollow has been super supportive and kind to me since I got home. I had a panic attack on the way home from the show, and he was stroking my hair and humming to me. It was so comforting. He even pulled over when I asked him to so I could look up at the stars. He was supposed to drive me home because of my appointment tomorrow, but I said I didn’t want to, and he let me stay the night with him. I’m really glad to have him right now.
Overall I’m doing okay. Just tired. Not looking forward to having to wake up at 8am almost every day for the therapy stuff, when some days I’m lucky to be asleep by then. :p