I am turning this scene in ch 6 over in my brain like it's a rotisserie chicken. Xichen your trauma is showing.
(I am also shriek howling at the 'my Ning'er' because this is somehow several orders of magnitude more personal than either Ningning or Ning'er. Imagine the emotional contortions of this man to be like 'my Ning'er' at this moment in time. excuse me I need to go to look into the void for a moment.)
我的嬣儿我没那么宝贵。 oh my god.













