#just... so tired

[captain-outoftime]

I feel unwell

I’m not physically sick, I don’t have COVID. But months of this prolonged stress, anxiety, depression, and isolation, not feeling any closer to the end of this...

idk how I’m supposed to work, look for a job, and take care of my family when I can barely figure out how to do anything other than nap & cry

[saltnhalo]

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[glacialchai]

I’ve been so tired lately. This past month hasn’t been kind.

[daedradevotee]

I’m incredibly tired and bored of so many.

[nightingaletrash]

Soooooooo tired…

Just very overcome with self-loathing lately, like I fucking hate so much about myself and I’ve not been able to get more meds yet so that’s not helping. I can’t stop thinking that all my friends actually hate me and find me really annoying, and just want me to go away. I’m annoying and I can be such an arrogant prick like why does anyone bother with me? I fucking hate this, I hate myself because I’m a lazy fucking bastard who can’t even bring herself to register at the local doctor’s because she’s a massive fucking coward

And then there’s this fucking research proposal that I need so much help with like my friend literally has to hold my fucking hand because I’m so fucking useless at this. I feel stupid and it’s the worst because everyone’s always told me how smart I am and I’m not I’m a fucking idiot

[gelatokitty]

Feeling worse and worse with every day. Not in extreme pain but there are just little things that are starting to add up that just makes it seem like something’s not right. I wish I had called the doctor today. Now I have to wait until Monday.