hey tumblr it’s my ex’s bday today…. i was thinking about her yesterday and now today it’s his turn…i hope he’s ok
and it’s like… i wanna check on him. i don’t want anything from him…i’ve wondered if he’s moved on
i wonder what occupies his days
i just wonder about the place i called home for months….t[f]o[r] years
ima do it…scared
as i try to do it i get stuck…nauseous
chest pain…do i fight my feelings?
i’m scared … that he’ll want—— nigga i miss home but can’t let anyone know i was peeking through windows
ok i sent it😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭