what does Raylan feel when he shoots?
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What does Raylan feel when he shoots?
How easy the bullets are flying? He is worried when the bullets tearing the skin of the perpetrator? Does he think his punishing hand will stay inside the man until the bullets are removed by the surgeons?
But is it worth asking these questions? All of them have no answer, because Raylan hates to kill.
Maybe Raylan is looking for his father's traits in criminals, which he also sees in himself. And then he does not feel strong remorse. Perhaps? Chances are even if he has excuses Raylan feels bad. After all, then there is a personal motive. And Raylan really loves the law. Not to mention the paperwork.
Tommy Bucks. The man who broke it. Had Raylan been in trouble before? There were, but apparently not. But even after everything Raylan was afraid of himself, hated himself, condemned himself.
It does not matter as the bullets bite the living body. Making them dead. If he kills then he will be judged. If don't kill... too him will be condemned.
"You in Glinko to shoot not trained?!"
By the way, most likely it was Art's condemnation that Boyd survived that separated Raylan from the collective. Raylan, therefore, had taken it easy to make deals with Boyd. Boyd needs to go to jail to get back at Dickie? Raylan GAVE IT TO HIM IN the OFFICE. He even experienced the thrill of LIVE action, DESERVED punishment for someone. BUT then he never killed Dickie.
Because he doesn't enjoy killing. Killing just makes the body cold, what happened stays.
But I can't say he's not trying to get judgment and abuse against his personality. Because of the influence of Arlo and Winona, who humiliated him and insulted him all his life (Post passed-post accepted), he wants to receive confirmation that he is bad. He had let himself be hurt for nothing?
That's why it hurts when Boyd takes care of him.
And then it hurts when Boyd thinks Raylan wants to kill him.
Killed the only one who said kind things to him?
But I did ask a question in the beginning about Raylan's feelings when he takes a shot. But I will not answer it. Except, that he condemns first those in whom shoots, and then himself themselves.
But I can end with another question:
How does Raylan feel when he's shot?