#justjustinmoore

[tjfuckingking]

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[unsent text] You said you were sorry. I keep replaying that moment. It’s been 24 hours since you walked away and I don’t know what you were sorry for. Were you sorry that you couldn’t love me? That you wouldn’t? Were you sorry for something else? Were you sorry for accidentally knocking my globe lamp over and cracking it? (Yes, I knew that was you) or were you just sorry? I’ve known you my whole life Justin but I don’t know what that meant at all. I don’t know what that means. I’m scared I’m not going to get a chance to find out. I love you more than anything but I’ve let myself love people far too much far too many times before. I’m always going to love you but I’m not going to let myself carry on being in love with you if the only thing that you’re going to offer is an apology. Now, I’m sorry?

[message failed] I’m in Africa! Last night when I got home my parents were just kind of like “Hey! Tj, why don’t we mix it up? Why don’t we make a change?” and I was all for it. Okay, that sounds way too teen sit-comy but I think I’m allowed my cheesy sit-com moment after all the shit that went down at Whittemore. Now I’m in Africa! It’s hot. I think I’m getting sunburn even though I put on seventeen layers of sun cream. Mom tried to grab it off me but I told her that I was just tryna stay protected. I know you’d get it if you were here. 

[unsent text] Sooooo, it’s been 69 days since we last spoke and all things considered and using a sex joke numeric opener, I think it’s time to say, what the fuck?!?!?!

[unsent text] Sam flew out for a few days and we’ve been having such a good time. He asked me why I still wear my ring and I told him it’s because we’re still married. Right? I mean, maybe it’s not that serious but it still matters. It’s been a year since we last spoke now and I know that you’re doing okay. I’m really proud of you, J. I know it’s not my place to be proud and you moved on with your life but I am. I hope you’re so happy. You deserve it so much. Sam said that you don’t say much about me. I guess maybe things aren’t how they used to be but I wish they were. I’m sorry if I ruined things, if you get the chance, just text me, okay? Tell me some shit about your parents. Tell me if your Moms single yet or not. Anything. If you sent me a sticker on Facebook I think that’d do. Just wanna know you’re still out there in the world.

[unsent text] I’m officially on the rich list. #Imadeit 

[sent text] Justin, please subscribe to my email blasts

[faybiandavis]

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[unsent text] do you still have that drawing i left in your hospital room after the accident?

[unsent text] it was true. i can confirm; if i was a serial killer, i’d let you live.

[unsent text] sometimes you really piss me off. there’s some weird lost puppy vibe about you, it’s been like two years but i still feel it radiating whenever i see a picture of you. what are you doing justin?

[unsent text] so many people got married at our school that i pretty much just blanked it all out but i’m thinking about doing an article on teenagers getting hitched. yours seemed like a shot gun clown show but if you’re interested then respond to me with less than six words and don’t include an emoji… i don’t want to ruin the surprise of how you’re feeling about it pre-article with “o___O”

[unsent text] it’s 2am and something’s really bothering me. where the fuck did carlie go?

[sent text] hey sad boy, i hear you work at one of Fawke’s VIP bars, hope those minor celebs are treating you well. ;)

[legallyjesscross]

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I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you | I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me | 

[beatriceryder]

psssst

Justin,

You’re weird. In a good way, though.

I barely know you, but I want to know you. You seem like you’d be a really good friend, but one of those friends who never really talks about how they are. Or changes the subject whenever it’s turned to them. And when someone asks if you’re okay, I bet your answer is “I’m just tired” – avoiding the question altogether, because you don’t want to lie but you’re most definitely not okay and I don’t know why. I think it’s to do with your parents, because you brought up family conflict before, and I know you don’t like mother’s day. I hope you know you don’t have to be your parents though, you don’t have to follow in their footsteps or let them control your life.

If I’m being honest, I worry about you sometimes. It’s like you’re not even a real person, you’re a shadow. And that sounds weird and maybe I should word it differently, but that’s how I see you. Like an outline of a person who has yet to be filled in – existing, but not living. It’s like you’re either hiding who you are, or you just don’t know who you are. But if that’s true, and you don’t know who you are, that’s okay; I don’t know who I am either.

– Beatrice.

[beatriceryder]

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Send me ♪ for a song that reminds me of your muse.

HAND ME DOWN, MATCHBOX TWENTY –You start to wonder if you’re ever gonna make it by,You’ll start to think you were born blind.From what I’ve seen, you’re just one more hand me down,‘Cause no one’s tried to give you what you need.

Send me ♬ for a song that reminds me of our muses together.

SHUT UP AND DANCE, WALK THE MOON –She said, “Oh, don’t you dare look back,Just keep your eyes on me.”I said, “You’re holding back,”She said, “Shut up and dance with me.”

[beatriceryder]

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Send “✉” for a text that wasn’t sent.

Bea: Are you okay? Sometimes you don’t seem okay.

[missrubywhite]

✉ ⁇

Send “✉” for a text that wasn’t sent.

Ruby: Do you remember that time we went on that walk? As awkward as it was. I remember feeling so... odd? embarrassed? because you were just looking at me, like you were judging me or sizing me up or trying to determine just who or what Ruby White is. But I kind of liked it. I hear the things people say, ‘Jesus Freak’. I’m sweet, not ignorant. Handsome boys like you don’t look at or smirk at girls like me. It felt nice, even if I didn’t show it.

Send “⁇” for a drunk text.

Ruby: Theres this song platingg rn and its just?????? pls come andn dance with me. i wanna daaance with you.

[miss-millie-hastings]

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Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

[text] i know we’re not exactly the best of friends but i may have overheard your phone convo the other day

[text] need any pick me up snacks?

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

[text] how do people stay up so late without alcohol in their system it’s 1 am and i think i just had an out of body experience

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

[text] if you touch me again i’ll break your hand :)