Jan 7, 2019
I’m just putting this out there, so that I can reflect back in the future and laugh.
I am going to meet my soul mate in 2019 and it’s going to be magical!
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I’m just putting this out there, so that I can reflect back in the future and laugh.
I am going to meet my soul mate in 2019 and it’s going to be magical!
Life has a way of knocking you out and picking you back up until you learn your lesson.
I got stuck liking and reblogging images of the life I wanted to live and berating myself for not having it. Then I realized how asinine it was and started being the person I always was. Living my life the way I wanted to live it. Not caring about how I came across. I dove headfirst into a pool of my own happiness.
I am 26 years old and I am finally learning to unlearn the self hate. It takes time, be patient.
I never realized how crippling certain relationships were. The person wasn't horrible. I just kept living vicariously through them instead of curating the life I wanted for myself. What a horrible waste and a beautiful lesson.
Being alone with my thoughts has revealed incredible information to me. Specifically about friendships where I placed myself in the shadow in order for the person to shine, and for what? Just so that I could hear, “You’re such a good friend.”
It was pointless. But I am happy that I am learning this now, and doing the work to get through the pain, because my life is so beautiful now.
I have to remind myself that words are not just words. They are much more than that. They are spells.
My Self Care
I believe that when people hear the words, “self care” they think of a very time consuming superficial task. But for me it is so much more then that. To me, self care is the time that I take out of my hectic life to focus on me. I use that time to get to learn my likes and dislikes; and, If that means that I choose to spend my allotted five minutes on practicing how to perfectly highlight my cheekbones with my newly purchased highlighting product from Sephora then so be it. [...]