I’m not jealous. I know you wouldn’t want to hurt me because your biggest fear is losing me to someone else.
But when you’re drunk you get so needy to touch people and I hate to know you around easy girls when you’re like that.
You never do the things when you go out like I “have to” for you, to keep you from having nightmares about me cheating.
You don’t have to give a feedback of what you’re currently doing every then and now. You don’t even answer when I write you and it’s okay. When you’re drunk everything out of the party doesn’t matter to you, you don’t keep the promises we’ve made the evening before. You don’t mean to but when you get drunk you should know how it goes, again and again. I don’t say you shouldn’t but can’t you just stop when you’re still half conscious? I mean what’s the point? Now I start worrying. Your expectation of me constantly contacting you even though I’m out with friends and all the stress i go trough for you, and then you go and have fun and get high and I don’t even hear from you till you come home. Fair? I think not.