#justsomeshit

[yourdreamclouds]

If you see this. You are nice

[milanesa-de-poio-blog]

Wuuut? Yup just a practice of realism (???) it's all I could do....I'm sorry plz "no one" don't kill me. And also: U want sum fucc?

[hagydittacsillagporod-emlekbe]

Fel akarom adni. Nem bírom már.

[grimm1315]

If your following that society accepted lifestyle then get the fuck away from me , we're humans with our own minds stop being dazed by bullshit you see on Tv and social media

[balls-deep-in-some-shit]

Relieving stress...

Trying to decide if I want to put the gun up to my head and drop to the bed and stain the room completely red it's not like you'd care if I was fucking dead. But nahh I make up my mind and start to unwind and keep people blind from the fact that my life is so whack. That shit makes me wanna grab a bat and attack the bullshit god damn I wish I could just fucking quit. Sit back and get lit hit for hit. And try to forget all the sweat and tears and conquer my fears. Yeah my minds fucked up. We all got problems and yeah I bitch seeing those rich kids makes me fucking twitch and get pissed and I've always wished things would go right damn wouldn't that be tight. And yeah I know I need help. You think you could do it by yourself. Nahh you too busy getting paid by your parents to clean the house and do you chores and bitch about how all you fuck are whores and how you got so many open doors. You think your cool with your jacked up truck singing along to we don't give a fuck. Get arrested and all the white people protested then you catch bail and avoid jail. Fuck a sentence mommy and daddy got money so you keep your distance so the judge gives you rehab damn dawg that's too bad you and your family is so sad. It's not your fault you got caught. You're just a victim of having too much money and because your life is so fucking sunny. You wouldn't ever know what it's like to fail simply because your pops couldn't make bail or the fact that your family can't catch sail. Knowing you're eventually gonna end up in hell. All day your mind races and paces about some female who won't ever be there. She's to busy looking for some faggot ass man whose mommy daddy got em a five year plan that includes fucking you over and flying off like Peter Pan. But nahh these hoes won't never understand. Work all day for some shitty pay wishing the fucked up thoughts would get out the way and your brain starts to decay and it feels like your past is set on replay. Fuck that I wake up and try to get my cake up just to pay the bills and pop more pills. Brainwash myself into being happy but it don't last long so I stay smoking strong but at the end of the day I come home to an empty bed and fuck I get that thought that I'd be better off dead....

[tdaaaa]

12.03.13. Day 336. Battle of the Bands.

4 days from our school's battle of the bands elims. here I am stuck with school works, lack of time, sleep, headaches, and regrets.

Oh well, it's been quite a long time since the last battle I joined, with my original band mates. Well, it's because they're in college now, and I'm the only one stuck here in high school, & we have rarely found time to jam since vacation, it's been 5 months since our 100+ song list gig. Haha! & I still remember that one, what a night that was. I was hungover for about two days after, cause after every song we'd have a shot of brandy without any chasers, and we played around 50 songs and had a drinking session after.

Oh well, that's just one of the sins that make me unclean.

Yet, although, even though we're the band with the most experience. I couldn't say to myself that we'll be surely going to the main event. That's for the judges to decide. All I could say is, I doubt that there'd be a better bassist than me out there. ~

[thinklistenlove]