#juu rambles

[juuyeah]

Cw : chronic disease

So, i have hashimoto's disease for 15 years now. This morning i had the bad surprise in my blood analysis to discover my results are higher than usual, after years being stabilized.

Weird as i am not feel as tired or unwell as when i had those bad blood results years ago. So maybe it's just a point value and next analysis will be good again or my thyroid begins to fuck up again ? I ll try to focus on resting the coming week, i ll still be active here and working on commissions.✨️ But i ll stop being active on Twitter and Bluesky and i will just focus on Tumblr and discord with friends 😌

[juuyeah]

CW// pregnancy, ramble stuff

So i haven’t had period in a time and my 1st fear was to be pregnant during a time i was not prepared for. Blood tests revealed i am not pregnant but my period had stopped for another reason and probably stress. I ll travel at the end of the month and people around me did begin to make me anxious even if it was probably not their 1st intention but hearing sentences like « no way your plane will take off » or « maybe you ll be stuck in transit or there » or the usual « You re sure you re not pregnant?? » really emphasized my stress.

Fortunately i had comprehensive friends and true support from them 💖 I still have the feeling to be in fog and i struggle to create as much as before and i try to stay away from Twitter or other to cool down before leaving…