#k rants stuff

[kernom]

am angry right now because i am fighting tumblr the app again

i just fucking love it when tumblr refuses to update my draft edits because i just so happen to be outside in the park with my mobile data.

i fucking loove it when i'm typing loads of paragraphs, only for it to get fucking wiped because OOPS! my connection's not STRONG enough.

can't a they/them write a fic outside their house and actually save progress ffs?? i am lowkey crashing out from the amount of progress i keep losing to this bullshit. is the draft updater stupid? am i stupid? i won't fucking know until i get home, be calm, and try this again.

I HAVE IDEAS DRAFTS. WHY ARE YOU NOT ACCEPTING MY IDEAS. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. I AM LOSING THEM BECAUSE OF YOU.

[kernom]

small think piece about what i did just now, this is more of a personal footnote but it's a small win for my fickle mind, scroll past if you're here for sillier posts!

finally my courage has come.

i finally was able to reblog all the posts from my favorite demo game.

i finally bested that damned fear of "OH MY GOD EVERYTHING IS UNLABELED WHAT IF I WANT TO LOOK BACK ON THIS AND IT'S ALL JUST BLANK REPOSTS?!!"

fuck off anxiety you don't win me today!! F U F U F U!!!

i will. reblog more peak art and ideas.

and maybe i'll get the power to show my own soon. but that is. another beast far larger then my determination can handle. soon... man. SOON. i will fight and splatter it gone. GONE.

[kernom]

first proper post in a long time and it's about the fact that my account creation thingy can't do whar i wanted it to do and it's making me mad, so i'm gonna go on a tangent below because this REALLY got me riled up.

so freaking pissed rn because WDYM I CAN'T JOIN COMMUNITIES WITH MY CURRENT BLOG. WDYM I HAVE TO JOIN THEM WITH MY OLD BLOG. WYDM.

i don't EXACTLY want that thing to keep popping up like wtf man... AND it requires a bunch of finagling with other services to properly set it up????????? BRO...... BROOO.....

I'M GOING TO LOSE MY MIND MAN AUUGHHHH

hey at least it got me to join one (1) community. in the wrong handle. but okay whatever i am happy now, but still pissed.

gotta remembering my current tag patterns here first before i start reblogging my current interest because good lord i did not do that the first time and it resulted in me looking back at everything i did with absolute confusion and frustration of how MESSY it got...

let's just say my brain has a very certain way of doing things

and if it gets upset, my day is ruined. 😔

[kernom]

also cleared out my following list down to just 3 so that i no longer get posts from blogs i no longer really follow often

i'm sure i'll eventually find new ones that i love eventually…

[kernom]

okay now what? i'm here now and i got some things in my head, i can't think hard enough about WHAT those things are but my head is still thinking about it… i've done a LOT of clean up lately and i just… yeah……… so much stuff dude……

so much…

do i even have the brain to make a new pinned post yet? or even change my current profile for this blog?? no. but i'm thinking about it so much right now…

but this time i'm gonna try to tag my stuff more clearly now… and figure some stuff out.