You don't know
And you don’t know how many times I watched you love someone else. The wrong person…but someone else nonetheless. Wanting to get things off my chest, but not wanting my interest in your love affair to sound like hate. And you don’t know how many times I devoured my angry thoughts and placed water on the fire that burned inside me. And you don’t know how many times I wanted to let go, but unconditional love was in my presence. And the relationship rekindled via presents, but yet lacked their presence. However, I was there. I picked your face and your tears off the floor that night. I reminded you that your beauty was worth it… your mind worth.. your time, worth it… I reminded you to always choose you first. Cause to love another was to know your worth…cause to love another was loving you so much that their presence or non presence didn’t equal hurt. I, alone, reminded you. But I didn’t do it for an award or credit..maybe I did it because I was just tired of your better half swiping your heart on their debit. But I really did it cause I wanted to see you happy… My overrall goal. To show you that love was obtainable and it could be obtained in all the right ways without lowering ones self. I did it because the world needs better people…simply put. I would show you one of those people, I’d make you one of those people, and the world would know us. And you don’t know how many times I prayed for you… sometimes more than myself and you don’t know how many days I cried for you.. as you cried, lingering after someone else. And I know you dont see it now, but you will one day… and I’ll be right there… for I was always here to stay. I love you. Signed, A friend♥ 3:52am Oct. 10th, 2015