#kai gushes

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GUYS OMG I'M SO HAPPY 🥺🥺🥺

This is my first ever time feeling so close to people, I've never felt like I've had a close friend, much less a best friend. Then I go hang out with these friends, for the first time without my toxic friend and without the guy who makes me incredibly uncomfortable, and the entire vibe changed.

I actually felt super secure and comfortable around them, anxiety actually didn't affect me too much due to this. I felt 100% like I was an actual friend that they would miss and god it feels so nice. I'm so happy ndkdknd

Also here's a picture of the curtain rod end thing that I continuously call a doorknob even though I know it isn't

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This took so long to edit but look!! New homescreen!!! 🥺🥺

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I'm wearing an oversized shirt and my brain went 👀??? 👀👀👀 What i👀👀 I f,,,, Jay's shirt 👀👀 and I'm

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💗 + "Ren Amamiya/Akira Kurusu" But please do take all the time you need, there's absolutely no rush! ^^

Warning: spoilers probably??

Jdjfjf he's really cute

I really like his hair!!!

His range weapon is pistols! That's really cool to me!! To me, anyone who uses guns like that is talented bc I can't aim, so I use automatic firearms (in games, I don't use them irl!)

One of his other names he's known for is "Joker" I have a Joker f/o too :) he's from Lost Alice (Otome game)

Anyway back on track

"...You are held captive. A prisoner of fate to a future that has been sealed in advance. This is truly an unjust game... Your chances of winning are almost none. But if my voice is reaching you, there may yet be a possibility open to you... ...I beg you. Please overcome this game... and save the world... The key to victory lies within the memories of your bonds—the truth that you and your friends grasped. It all began that day... when the game was started half a year ago... For the sake of your world's future... as well as your own... you must remember..." (said to the protagonist) he kinda talks like he's reading from a book? Cute! But that saying/quote makes me curious about the game what 👀👀

"Phantom Thieves of Hearts aims to change society by touching the hearts of people and preforming illegal heists" I didn't expect the words "touching hearts" and "illegal heists" to be in the same sentence, but it sounds interesting

And he's labeled as a protagonist so it's for the good, I don't know how different the society there is but I'm assuming it's bad so good on him (I heard it's a game so also good on you?) for fixing it :)

WOAH THERE'S A LOT OF PERSONA GAMES

HIS LIKE JOKER OUTFIT LOOKS SO COOL????

The games allow snarky answers when playing him!! Awesome!!!

"he remains cocky and confident even when his life is in danger. He also has a flair for showing off and making dramatic decisions, such as exiting by jumping through the stained glass windows of the Casino" 👀

WAIT DOES IT HURT WHEN HE TAKES OFF HIS MASK???? I JUST SAW A GIF AND HE WAS STRUGGLING TO TAKE IT OFF AND THERE WAS BLOOD IS HE OK 🥺💔

Wait hold on

Do the cats t a l k???

????????

He said "checkmate" while firing his gun at someone's head and I'm looking 👀

That would be incredibly attractive what

He says "too slow!" and "saw that." while dodging an attack jdjxknd that's cute 🥺❤

IT SAYS HE DIES AND I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT

He's so cute jhjxmfkfm

There's a picture of him with foggy glasses dhrufkfn

Anyway, all in all, I love him, he's cute, I like his personality, and I now want to play the game or watch the anime!! Any idea which one I should do first?

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hey kai!! heres your permission to talk about L and/or light, tell me what you love about them!! 🥰 - fawnships (also i used to be big time into death note!! its so good)

THANK YOU ANSJDKJDJEJE AND IKR I LOVE IT SM

My mind turns to mush and my words are stolen when I think about them but I'll try bc I really live them and wanna gush!!! Also I've never really gushed so I hope I don't do it wrong!! But here we go!!!

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Haha I used the closest thing to his picture and I feel nice :) anyway!!

Okay so he's so cute!!!

Also I saw his eyes and immediately came up with two headcanons!!

The first one based on his pupils being so dilated all the time, he gets light sensitive migraines/headaches and that's why he's in the dark all the time and so pale. He can't spend too much time in bright light or he'll get a migraine :(

The second based on the bags under his eyes, he doesn't get much sleep. Whether it be from insomnia, choice, worry, paranoia, or some other reason, he doesn't sleep a lot. And I kinda came up for a small imagine 🥺

So I don't sleep much either but I'll get into bed and lure him to bed with cuddles so just like,,, naps together 🥺🥺

!! What if we both work as detectives!!! Because I'm actually really interested in that field of work!! So what if we're both detectives and since we're discussing the crime we're doing at the moment we don't sleep much and we're both night owls so!!! Naps together during the day!!

Also!!! Since his pupils are super dilated night dates :0!!!! Yeah!! And like,, dates in dark places with little fairy lights omg

Since he doesn't go outside much and when he does he tries avoiding looking at the sky and I love taking pictures!! 🥺🥺 soo!!!! Showing him the pictures I take of the pretty cloud formations, sunsets/rises, birds flying in the sky, and more 🥰

Also the way he holds stuff and sits is so cute to me

But :( because!! The way he sits :(!!! He could get scoliosis!! :'( so I'll try helping with the pain!!

Like with muscle pain I'll apply tiger balm to his back (I recommend Tiger balm if you have muscle pain! It helps me a bunch!!)

And if I can't help on his sitting position I'll make sure his sleeping position is safe!

And his voiceeee!!!!!!

His voice 🥺🥺🥰

Could talk me to sleep anytime it's so relaxing!!

Y'all ever though about cuddles with lanky people?? Heaven

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I've already said this but! I love the corrupted hero type they're doing with him!!

I'm an absolute sucker for villains who genuinely believe what they're doing is for the best, it's even better when they're smart and actually make a lot of sense! It makes you question yourself and your own morals and it's GREAT

Like there are literally people having discussions on of Light is the bad guy or not

And as cute as dumbasses are

Smart people are hot don't @ me

Like the smart people thing goes for L too

AND THEY BOTH GET SMARTER AS IT GOES ON AND SKKDKDKDK Y'ALL I'M ALREADY WHIPPED STOP 😭❤

Also, I just LOVE the confusion he causes in most watchers! I've seen people breaking down his character but ultimately not finding out if he's bad or not, I've seen rant posts of people who are so confused by him, I've seen multiple people trying to figure out why we can't hate him, it's so interesting to see!

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I just thought of a plot idea for a Light x Kai x L fic that would have angst but I'd rather not think about it now I'll tell y'all about it later but I'm soft rn so angst is a no go ✋😌

BRO AND Y'ALL KNOW HOW I SAID RYUK COULD BE A PLATONIC F/O

WHAT IF I MET HIM-

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Ok so I have hallucinations anyway and I see some scary shit

So what if!! Me and Light go to the same school and he dropped it (before he kept it in his trap drawer) and I picked it up and handed it back and confused them both bc I just kinda glanced at Ryuk but didn't react skjsjxkx

And Ryuk, being the most confused, would be trying to me sense of it. And me and Light become friends if we weren't already

And I'm getting increasingly more confused because usually my hallucinations follow me, not people I know

And once we grow close enough I talk to light and Ryuk's back there like "?!?!???" before explaining and I'm like "?? It's a fucking w h a t??"

And Ryuk's like "yeah, pretty dope ik" and Light looks so dejected

When I meet up with Light around school I'll talk to them both, im already seen as the weird kid, why should I care if they believe it more?

And after a while me and Light start dating and I'm best friends with Ryuk!

Though we have to force Ryuk to preoccupy himself and stay quiet while we're out on a date but he won't leave us aloneee :(

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So I'm writing some headcanons and the Jay one-

I love him sm omg 🥺 like it's a product of my imagination but WOW my imagination likes to fluster me huh??

Nfnenfi he's the best 🥺❤

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GUYSGUYSGUYS

I RECOUNTED MY MONEY AND I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR A MINI PARTIAL OF ONE OF MY FURSONAS I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!

(ps: a mini partial includes the head, hand paws, and tail)

I'm getting a mini partial of this dude!

Kasumi!! My main go-to fursona on guy days :))) I'm so excited!!!!

Of course I'll have to wait to commission it until we move since they take a while to make and if they don't have my correct address I won't get it!

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Kmk variant with Achille, Enderman (if you still f/o them, if not, Tsukki) and Solomon: cuddle with, play videogames with and have as a study buddy

Oh that's a cute variant!!

Videogames: Solomon! I don't think he plays a lot of videogames so it'd be fun to teach him a few of my favorites! And if he is into videogames I feel like we'd have similar tastes (or at least match up on some since my taste is all over the place) so it's a win win :)

Study buddy: Achille! I know he's hotheaded sometimes but I feel like he'd be a good study buddy because he doesn't talk much if he's focused unless it's playful banter between us and he knows my limits (figured out the hard way lmao djdndn). So all in all, if he senses I'm focused he'll stay quiet, if I'm too focused and overworking/thinking he'll start a playful comeback fight, and if he notices I can't focus for the life of me he'll call a break (he'll say it's because he needed a breather but I know the truth :) )

Cuddle: enderman! As I've stated before, cuddling with lanky people are heaven, non-human people count. I also saw this headcanon by @/krowedkraft saying endermen are covered in really small black scales that break easily that I really like and agree with, except the breaking easily. The same headcanon said they were cold to the touch which I 100% agree with,, and I'm naturally really warm so,,, 👀 also I made my own hc that I would like to share and it adds onto the scale thing! The reason endermen hate water is bc it gets under their scales, since, y'know, its a liquid,, anyway! And their skin is v water sensitive and it gets all itchy and they can't itch it bc scales 😔