obsessed with how sm of my ocs just have religious trauma sprinkled onto them no matter how small. like its evident in some but not so much in others. but its there. i made most of them when i was younger which is, uh. interesting
nightmare blunt rotation:
a child prophet stuck in a cult who talks to "God" (its a false God, its The Adversary Himself actually), a cult leader wannabe who is also the so called "bride" of a God, embodying his faith and devotion in its most submissive form (so basically like forcefem kinda but add a horror element), a hardened and jaded soldier who kills people for a living but crumbles at the idea of turning away from his religion because he's a homosexual, the literal Son of God—the Fallen Angel—who comes back for revenge, a temple handler/priest who converses with God Himself only to traumatize himself further and further into oblivion as he sees the events of the end of the world (Revelations) unfold before his very eyes, a once cult-follower who was brainwashed into the group now being the very leader of a cult-turned-religion who also simultaneously has no faith in the same God he worships, a Goddess who is a princess turned queen slowly losing faith in her abilities as a Heavenly Entity (crumbling autotheism) and my sona, the literal embodiment of Godhood.
like it gets to a point where you're like "huh well thats an odd PATTERN. surely its not telling of my relationship towards religion itself, right?" and you take a step back and its like. oh it IS telling. it is very telling. very telling that its almost embarassing because of how on the nose it is.
(wait im gonna name my OCs left in respective form: Isaak, Jonah, Fidel "Kaya" Fernandez, Genesis, River, Zephyr, and my sona. and i SWEAR TO GOD, i *PROBABLY* have more.)
