Hey, um. Just wanted to say that I came across an old post of yours about how your younger self wouldn’t be proud of you. I don’t know if you still feel that way, but... they would probably be proud. I don’t know you, but I know that *I’m* proud of you. You’re still here, you’re still living and getting better and I know you’ll be okay some day. I hope this doesn’t come off as weird or annoying or preachy. I just want you to know that you’re loved and people care about you.
It doesn't sound annoying or preachy at all- thank you for taking the time to reach out and say such kind words.
I was in a really bad spot when I wrote that. And I've been in bad spots since and ill be in bad spots again. But at the end of the day, being a system, puts me in a unique position where there *are* little alters in here. And I know they're proud of me and love me despite how I feel about myself sometimes and despite my massive self loathing.
Genuinely thank you for this message. It means a lot.
We will be okay. And so will all of the other survivors out there. 💜
