Masochistic kalim omg your brain is so big and wrinkly… he’s had the upper hand his whole life, always been safe and protected and served, never really been at the mercy of anyone before. He’d probably love to just hand himself over to somebody to do whatever they want, the danger is thrilling even though he knows they’ve wouldn’t actually hurt him
Except that he's only capable of receiving physical pain... The moment you remind Kalim that you hate him, he'll start sobbing and babbling that he's sorry. He's clinging onto your arms and grasping at the littlest bits of affection you're willing to give him, but he's only met with your cold gaze and harsh words...
If you tell him you don't feel anything for him, it's even worse because he'd rather be hated than for you to feel nothing at all :( Indifference is often worse than hatred.
