KaoToya random drabble
☆Ansuta x I-chuu ☆Kaoru x Toya
**** i dont even know what or why i write this**** . . . . . —-
“Toya, here you are, i was looking for you, you know” a tall man approached us. I assume he is Toya-san aqcuintance.
“Tsubaki, ah i am sorry i didn’t inform you”
“That’s okay, by the way who is he?”
He half-glaring me, wow scary. I immediately introduce myself “there’s no need for you to give me that look~ i am sorry for my late introduction, I’m Hakaze Kaoru, recently became Toya-san’s friend and i’m an idol like you too” what a long intro i said.
This man just go ‘oh’ but eventually introducing himself “I’m Rindo Tsubaki, nice to meet ya” I just nodded.
Toya-san got up from his chair, looking at me apologetically. You do nothing for giving me such smile i told myself. “Kaoru-kun, it seems that i should go now, see you”
“Yeah~ hope we will meet again, Toya-san~”
Looking at them, I know there are something more between them. Though, I’m well-aware that you already have someone by your side and I know you only see me as a younger brother figure more or less, but your existence to me means something else, greater. As i would probably chained and looking for false reality if i never met you, playing a half-assed dating with numerous girls in order to fill this gaping hole in my heart, this void that longing for love. Back then i only saw you as mothery-figure, eventhough you are a man. But now i can’t deny your angelic face and your warm assurance which outshine the hollow that always been haunted my heart. And here i am, now looking at your fleeting figure in someone else’s hand, carried you away in this winter night. How sad. But my face lit up as i see you smile for me in this parted way.