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I want to see how many capable people are able to help support my art and artistry. I’m trying to build a brand called mashed avocado productions and right now I finished creating a podcast and I’m creating a YouTube food and travel show as well as making an album. You can see one of my songs now on SoundCloud will post later.

Hoping you all can support me with whatever I do and that I can give you some good good content 

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If they wanted to talk to you, they would. If they wanted to see you, they would #TuesdayTruth #tuesdaytip #karlamera Don't listen or live for THEY!

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Accept your inner weirdness #stayweird #weirdo #weirdwednesday #embraceyourweirdness #mashedavocado #greenlipstick #green #karlamera #model #petitemodel #modeling

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I want the best for you

I am not sorry for feeling the way I do about you I once loved you and always will love you.

There is a part of me that lingers on and I know that's not your fault.

There's a part of me that wants to reach out but I know you know I need to leave you alone

I have been and I will continue to let you be

I keep telling myself that we are better people. We Are.

But

I wish you could or even wanted to watch me grow into the person I’m becoming

I have moments where I relapse and think of you fondly and like a mad woman. I hope you know that I apologize every time. Everytime I reach for the phone or look at a photo of you.

You don't love me

And that's ok

It used to hurt thinking about you with someone else

sometimes it still does

but now it’s just a quick sting and I know one day someone will make you happy.

Shake you from your core like I was and make you want to be a better person

That I can live with

That is what I really want for you