Denial Diary
Sooo...2023 is almost over. The year was a rollercoaster as was my denial journey. So, I started off strong, I had an orgasm on 31st Dec 2022 to begin the year right.
Things worked well for a couple of months before I messed up for the first time and had an unauthorised orgasm(which I may or may not have enjoyed👀) and then got severely punished for it(which I definitely didn't enjoy). To top things off I also did another punishment a month later(for just a silly little ruin) which was a denial of two and a half months that actually got stretched more than I wanted it to but thankfully, it didn't fire back as bad as it could have.
I have just had an orgasm tonight and then got forced(and threatened) to write this report, soo including this one that makes for 5 orgasms this year, 1 out of which was unauthorised. The realisation of the number actually sets in when I think about how I used to have one almost every day...But I'm also somewhat proud of that, it is all mixed feelings!
Overall, it was a fun year, I'd have liked it better with a couple more orgasms and a few lesser ruins, they set my timer back to 0 and ruin(literally) my chances of the orgasm...but honestly, they are also feel good sometimes👉🏻👈🏻, definitely not worth sacrificing the orgasm though(which I realise after I already have one). But I did try and learn new things, pushed past my limits and I'm happy I did, so cheers to that!
So, this is to 2024 with the hopes of being better, more orgasms, more ownership and fun!💫