FROM MOM TO DAUGHTER: I’m sorry I allowed my anger to hurt you more over making your dad feel less of a man. I’m sorry I chose to keep you away because I thought all you needed from him was your monthly allowance and I wouldn’t mind raising you alone. I’m sorry I thought money mattered more than his presence and availability. I’m sorry we used you as an object to fight our indifference!! I’m sorry you had to question yourself at a young age that why is your dad not part of your life!! I’m sorry that when other kids talk about their parents they would mention both of them and you would only say “ my mom” because I became bitter and selfish I’m sorry that after every phone call you would wonder how it would feel like seeing him In person. I’m sorry I had you question yourself at a very fragile age. Im sorry I could afford to take you to go see your dad but I chose not too just to seem as though I’m a super mom raising you alone, dismissing the fact that you need your dad more than his money in your life. I’m sorry for hurting you baby girl while I thought I was protecting you. I’m sorry I thought your Grandfather could play a Fathers role in your life forgetting they both are meant to play different roles in your life and you have an understanding of their roles in your life. If it means I need to pay for everything just to see that smile on your face when you with your dad, trust me my Queen, MAMA is doing it !!! I’d rather seem as a fool to everyone who don’t understand then to raise you to go seek your dad in another man. #AuthorUnknown #KasiStories #KasiVibes #LokshinVibes #KwaTsaDuza #KwaTsaDuzaLifestyle #KTDLifestyle #MzansiWethu #MzansiStories #LoveAndWar #SingleDad #SingleMother #SingleParent #BitterParent https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfds-GWMZep/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=