#katagami jun

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your fave is problematic: jun (both newniverse and original flavour)

hhhoo boy here we go. NSFW

grew up in a cult that encouraged him to think of people as objects and unsurprisingly treated his own cousins as objects too

doesn’t understand consent. had to be taught the hard way in RG.

total fucking diva and has meltdowns if even a hair is out of place

attempted to go to middle school, creeped on a bunch of people feeling them up, unsurprisingly got the shit kicked out of him, had the audacity to feel offended that they weren’t elated to be touched by one such as him

managed to somehow make One friend, invited her over, finally managed to freak her out due to cult shit enough that she tried to leave, so instead he kidnapped and brainwashed her into being an obedient loyal servant

can and will do literally anything to get Marina’s praise. 

asked marina for an island so he could play with his ‘dolls’ (ie kidnapped classmates) and simply got asked how big he wanted it.

spent an entire game psychologically breaking 18 people and laughing about it.

attempted to gas the whole place when he was found out, while he fled the scene on boat

found out folks survived, tracked one down and mercilessly stalked and gaslighted him until he snapped and committed suicide, forcing the other survivors to flee the country or at least lay low.

felt no fucking guilt for any of it

finally gets killed by one of the survivors 10 years later, is surprised somehow that he held a grudge over “a little childish game”

ends up in ironic hell, refuses to believe he won’t be airlifted out asap by his goddess, because obviously he’s blameless right

gets his shit rekt

like really rekt

the sort that you actually end up feeling sorry for the guy

eventually reincarnates into a normal family who raises him to be less of a jerk

is still kinda problematic because he could never quite shake that ‘judging u on ur fashion choices’ thing

but at least he knows how to ask permission now

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jun - lillith, lamia, abraxas, ornias, mammon

lilith: what was your biggest rebellion against authority? why did you do it?

Rebelling against authority was not something you did very much in my house. I don’t recall ever really trying to go too hard against Marina’s will, mostly because the consequences were something I was very acutely aware of. The closest I came was a temper tantrum I threw during a ball that I can’t even remember the origin of. I started shrieking at Marina and refused to be dolled, so in the end she hit me. That shut me up. Then I was sent to my room. Marina was so upset that she didn’t talk to me for days, and I was desperate to apologise by the end of it.

... retrospectively... it was... a warning sign I couldn’t have recognised.

lamia: how do you feel about children?

Ones that are too young tend to make a lot of mess, but slightly older ones can be alright. I dislike the inherent cruelty of children.

abraxas: do you believe in any higher power? if so, what?

I... did.

With all my heart, I did.

After everything that’s happened, I’m not so sure.

ornias: talk about a time where you felt drained of energy

Ahah... hah. Do you understand the feeling of being dolled? It is to be completely without ability to even make sound. Energy and will drains away. It’s relaxing in some ways, certainly, but once weaponised it can be quite terrifying to not even have the energy to move one’s fingers.

I’ve learned that the hard way, unfortunately. I’d rather not talk about the specific incident, so let’s move on.

mammon: when were you most greedy? for what?

Hm. Retrospectively, I think it may have been too much to ask for the acceptance of humanity while at the same time condemning humanity. 

I was greedy for love. For acceptance. How silly.

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Pythius for everyone I actually care about

(myrrh that’s quite a lot)

pythius: out of all the lies you have ever told, which is your favorite?

Satoshi: ‘No, mum, Riley’s ghost ate my homework.’

Kagome:  

Ashoka: Impossible to pick a favourite. Lies are tools, not fancies.

Hikari: ‘I’m not scared!’ when I got put into this rig to make me fly around the stage. It was actually terrifying but I kept saying I wasn’t scared and that actually helped me not be scared, you know?

Rin: Lying that I was Hikari in order to get my mother off my back. Works pretty often actually.

Jun: I held up the lie that I was a normal kid for quite a while in my mutual killing. 

Marius: .... ‘My auntie is vacationing in Brazil.’