#kathinks

[pyschoticbitch]

Wala ng mas sasakit pa sa pagkawala ng respeto at pagmamahal sa sarili.

[pyschoticbitch]

Yung mga kaibigan at kakilala ko sinasabi nilang tinu-time mo daw ako. Sa totoo lang di ko alam at wala akong paki.

[pyschoticbitch]

You’re my happy pill. Not talking to you make me sad.

[pyschoticbitch]

I’m scared of you. Maybe because I know you have the power to break my broken heart.

[pyschoticbitch]

We didn’t get to talk today. So, i’m sad and my day was incomplete.

[pyschoticbitch]

I still pray for your happiness and for my peace of mind, too. I still wish you well and I want you to find the love that will not make you leave or have second thoughts on. I pray that you find that girl who will love you despite and in spite. I still wish that you find the girl who will forgive you no matter the number of your shortcomings.

[pyschoticbitch]

She loved you so much, more than the love she has for herself. Hey, she is caring, sweet, protective, understanding, independent, and oh she’s successful, hard working, and she can weave magic and make things possible. Hell, we both know that you found a great woman. Your family likes her, she got along pretty well with everyone, your friends believes that you finally found your match. You found a great woman, very rare and one of a kind.

You loved her as well. You would do everything for her. You would kill anyone who dare hurt her. You were addicted. She was your best friend, your confidant, she was your number one cheerleader. She was there through thick and thin, your ups and down. You depended on her in everything. She did things no sane girl would ever do. You were happy. She made you cry, she made you do stupid little things, she made you laugh, she made you dance. And petrified that you wouldn’t be able to survive without her.

You allowed your insecurities to eat you alive!

You changed.

Slowly, you withdrew your life away from her.

You became insensitive. You started taking her for granted, you mistreated her and was disrespectful to the girl whom you once loved so much. You called her names, you made her do things she didn’t want to do. She let it all slide. But you blew it all. She had too much. She was so unhappy she cried a lot, alone, mostly in the darkness. You made her feel insecure, unwanted. You tested her patience, you saw her weaknesses.You didn’t even realize how much pain you put her thru. She was brave and strong. You didn’t even bother to ask her anymore if she was okay. It was convenient for you to have her around because you benefit from her. Did you have any idea how many times she suppressed her self from crying out loud? What a moron. She was holding on, of course. She believed in you. She had faith. She loved you so much. She has her flaws, she is stubborn, sensitive, she can be very cruel when crossed. But it didn’t give you licensed to hurt her.

But you broke her heart over and over again. You foul evil little cockroach!

You’ll never find another girl like her. You are aware that she is way too perfect for you. You didn’t deserve her love. You never did. Not in this lifetime.

She loved you, man, and you chose to broke her heart into nothingness.

Why did you do it?

She accepted all your demons and learned to love them all.

But you killed her.

You killed your guardian angel.

[pyschoticbitch]

I know, someday soon, someone's gonna unbreak my heart and clean the mess you did.