Jan 21, 2013
Sometimes I just hate myself SO much!!!!
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Sometimes I just hate myself SO much!!!!
Do you ever think of me?o:
Most nights I lay there just crying myself to sleep. Wishing it could all be different. Wishing that I could change the impossible.
You've noticed a change huh? She doesn't text you as often. She never calls you anymore. When she does text you, she never says sweet things to you anymore. She takes her time texting you back. When you try and start an argument you can tell she really doesn't care. She makes you feel pathetic. Guys post on her wall & she actually replies now. You notice that she's moving on, talking to other guys & going on dates. & now you're starting to realize how beautiful she really is. She's amazing isn't she? Well too bad, because you lost her. There was a time when you were her world. Her everything. She really wanted you, But you pushed her aside. You failed to realize that unlike the rest, she wasn't afraid to walk away. She was strong enough to let go. & now suddenly you love her? Do you even KNOW how much pain you caused her? A lot. So don't come around with your "i miss you" stuff. She's gone.
Kay Tumbr world, get ready to be vented like crazy to...
I can always tell when someones leaving.. I feel like everyone gets that feeling deep in their gut when they know someone is pushing away or just doesn't care anymore. And it sucks. And it sucks even more when they finally decide it's time to leave. So I've developed a way to make it hurt a little less when they leave. It's where I just act like I don't care at all.. I just make it seem like I'm fine with or without them. And thats what I'm doing right now.. Cuz I know he's leaving. I can tell by his tweets, the way he's been acting.. It's all so obvious. But I don't want him to.. And I want to say something for once. I want to tell him all of this. But then I also realize that if he really did care he wouldn't be so distant. I know I've been going through stuff and angry all the time lately and i'm sorry.. But I don't want him to leave....
I actually think I care about him.. Which is a big deal because the list of things i care about is very microscopic anymore.....
Tumbling, in Math class with Brooke... THIS IS THE LIFE!!Cx
I wonder if people look at us and say awhh they're so adorable! I want something like that...
Sorry I havent been on in a while guys../: I've had a lot going on. But I'm back and I'm here to stay!<3