Oh gosh I had such a rough time with this and I honestly don’t know why. But here have some angry post-finale Cosima.
Lalochezia - The use of abusive language to relieve stress or ease pain.
Send me one of these words and a character/pairing/series and I’ll write a drabble.
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They had just left Felix’s loft and Cosima could barely stand. She leaned against the door.
“Of course,” Delphine said. “I…do not want you to be alone.” She took Cosima’s hand. “Where is your hotel?”
Cosima stared blankly at the dirty green wall. She shook her head. “I don’t…remember.”
Delphine’s hand gripped hers more tightly. “Then we will go to my room instead.”
“Okay.”
Delphine called a cab and it wasn’t until they got inside that Cosima realized she was shaking. The cab driver was bald and her head jerked when she saw him, relaxing when she got a better look and saw no traces of a familiar face. Delphine held her.
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Hopelessness made her limp. They spoke softly to each other in the car, but Cosima’s hands didn’t move. Delphine kissed the top of her head and she felt nothing.
But by the time they reached the hotel room she had found her rage. It made her hot. “Your face is red, chérie,” said Delphine, and Cosima didn’t know what to say.
“Fuck.”
Delphine gave her a questioning look, wide hazel eyes growing wider.
The energy had to go somewhere and it went to Delphine. Cosima reached for her, captured her lips and cursed into her mouth.
“Cosima,” said Delphine softly. She gasped the last syllable, in conjunction with Cosima’s teeth finding her pulse. “Cosima, I do not want you to do something that you would regret.”
“You said I can trust you.” She pressed Delphine backwards until her head hit the comforter. “So why should I regret anything?” Her fingers traced a sensitive spot on Delphine’s hip.
“Merde,” she whispered.
Cosima echoed her. “Merde,” she breathed into the skin of her chest, “merde, merde.” Under different circumstances Delphine might have laughed at her accent but today she knew better. Cosima switched back to English and her fingers became claws tightening on Delphine’s back as she snarled fuck fuck fuck into the soft taut skin of her belly, deceitful fucking bitch as she bit down on her hip. She cursed more loudly at the button on Delphine’s pants that just wouldn’t come undone. She screamed into the air and then, as if she had used up all her energy in one outburst, she slackened. Her head came down to rest on Delphine’s stomach. Her breathing slowed.
“Cosima,” Delphine murmured, hand reaching, stroking Cosima’s cheek. She wanted to cry at the touch. “Come here, lie next to me.”
Cosima crawled up to rest her head on the pillow. She faced Delphine, their noses almost touching, and she slid her hands over Delphine’s bare back. She winced at the scratch marks, rough lines of sore skin that made Delphine bite her lip when they were touched. “I’m sorry, Delphine,” she said, tracing her hand slowly along Delphine’s side, trying to remedy her roughness with gentle touches. “I’m so sorry.”
“No, chérie, I am sorry I didn’t stop you.”
Cosima closed her eyes, letting her breathing slow into sync with Delphine’s fingers making gentle circles on her arm. She thought about the anger that had leached into Delphine’s skin and she held her tighter. She caught Delphine’s lips in hers again and formed words without making any sound: I love you I love you I love you and she might have even believed it.
katjasnowbinger replied to your post:just finished pushing daisies and heck no that was...
whispers pls dont tell me what happens
i mean it doesn't end particularly heartbreakingly it's just that the show got canceled really suddenly and the writer basically had to alter the ending of the last episode really quick right before they filmed, and things feel really rushed and unsatisfying as a result
which totally isn't their fault and everything i just nEED MORE
i really really need a nice quote from harry potter? requirements:
short (like no more than fifteen words i should think) (maybe a little more but not much)
serious (if this wasn't a requirement i would totally use "just then neville caused a slight diversion by turning into a large canary")
not too specific to harry potter (basically this is going on a thing that is going to be pretty important and set in stone and my mom is convinced that i'm going to regret it later when i "grow out of my harry potter phase" and i keep trying to tell her that potter is a way of life but she won't listen ANYWAY basically it just needs to satisfy her)
any help would be suuuuuper appreciated i might write u a drabble or something