#keep 4 ever

[iameverysparklywoman]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEidFg0Vvac

im crying i found the original

[yyubrk]

The MGAs are barely over when you receive a call from an unknown number. You answer and the caller identifies himself as Tiger JK. Yes, the real one.

“I know the competition was disappointing,” he says. “But this wasn’t a question of talent; it was a question of image- we just can’t debut a female idol with those kinds of tattoos. South Korea isn’t ready for it. But TRC is ready for you.”

“We’re ready to offer you a contract on the condition you get your tattoos removed. I did some asking around, and it looks like that’ll take anywhere from 30 to 40 weeks- you up for it? It’s gonna hurt like hell, apparently. If you can do that, we’ve got a contract ready and waiting for you down at the office.”

She had been home crying, after responding to the few text messages, she couldn’t do it anymore. She had made sure to avoid her father and any other family member at any cost. Her mother had been by her side most of the night, they were cuddled together under the covers, her mothers hand resting on her heart, her face was pressed into the pillow and she didn’t want to cry. Still something in her wanted to die. She couldn’t on onto the sobs in her mouth but her mother was here, and she only really needed to cry, and cry and cry until her heart was about to burst. 

When the phone rang, she didn’t want to pick it up, but her mom did for her. It was a number that both didn’t know, so her mother made sure she picked it up. Before she even had a chance to say hello, her mother passed Yubin the phone, the older women’s face changed, there was a smile as she started to shake Yubin who listened to the voice half heartedly.

Until the third word. She shot up, trying not to wheeze, her tear stained face stared into the eyes of her mother as she tried not to scream. Her brain was racing a mile and minute and she could only hold her breath. Even listening to his words, she didn’t care, if she had to get rid of her tattoo’s, she didn’t care if it would heart, this was dream. The one thing she wanted most in life.

“Y-yes sir!” Her voice raised in pitch and she tried to calm her heart.

He said TRC was ready for her.

For her.

Her.

She didn’t speak for a moment and she heard Tiger JK clear his throat, her mother nudged her.

“Yes, yes yes! Always yes! I’ll be there as soon as I can.” She heard a chuckle and there was a goodbye and she rolled out the bed and onto the floor.

“Mommy, TRC is ready for me!”