Updates (not that anyone cares lol): physically it just keeps getting worse. It's harder to take my meds. It takes me 5 minutes to get down 15mL of oxy. Emotionally im doing 10x better. I deactivated my facebook for a couple days. I have confronted so many people this week and it's not really me running from them. It's me taking a break before I deal with it more. I need to physically heal before I can take anymore emotional pain. But i pieced so many things together last night. I went for a drive this morning (i really shouldnt have) but it was just down the street to get out of the house and get fresh air. Fresh air helps me think clearly and im doing so good. I know what needs to be done in order for me to have a better life.









