Wow. So like... it's been so long since I've spoken to Hannah. (It's only been a few days.) But it feels like a very long time and I really miss her. I really really miss her. Like I have this empty feeling in my chest and I think I get to see her tomorrow. I'm not sure, but that's gonna suck because I can't hug her because of the uniform and just... I miss her. u.u
I miss her randomly touching my face or my arm. I miss her reaching out to grab my hand to let me know it's okay. I even miss her laughing at my OTP feels or going on and on about Hijack. Because even though I don't ship what she ships I still like hearing her talk. I miss texting her but I'm afraid to because I'm scared I'll bug her.
I miss our Skype conversations and our really weird talks. I miss being able to just talk and talk and talk and vent to her. I miss her calling me a little shit and lecturing about how mean I can be to my characters. I miss her random asks and her awkward questions that just leave me going, "Uh..."
I miss flailing with her over our OTPs and I miss her hugs. I miss the way she kisses my forehead like an over protective mother. I miss the way she leaves me little surprises. Did I ever tell you guys... the first few weeks of school she sent me a candy bar to my last period class? Just to cheer me up because I was having a bad day.
I miss our random talks with Gabii in the morning. I just, wow. I miss her a whole lot and if that's how it is with only a few days what am I gonna do when we start living our lives and I don't see her as often anymore? I'm pretty sure I'll cry. ;~;
I'll just cling to her so she'll never leave me. Yes. This is goood.