#keipoem

[keita-nakagawa]

For everyone I hurt

Here’s a lil something for all of you... I’m sorry and i love you!!!

Nobu Man I dunno what to say You finally found happiness and I helped take it away. No one deserved good stuff more than you Now it looks like there’s nothing I can do. I know you treasure every moment you had together Im sorry it ended up bein a very short forever. Im so sorry I brought you this sorta pain when I know Ive been so lucky to have a chance to gain a bro like you.

Yuka My funny, awesome, gorgeous wife Thanks so much for showing me this sorta life. We always laugh together, we have so much fun and most importantly you gave me our son. I love my family so much I cant even explain After you walked away, all i feel is pain. I’d never replace you or trade you for someone new you’re more than I could’ve dreamt of, if you only knew... Please come back one day, i’ll wait until I die And since I can’t die I guess I’ll wait to the end of time.

Kyoichi Dunno why you’re so pissed but I guess maybe You’re just being a good friend, Kyo-baby. I know you’re smart, hardworking and act like a royal and now you’re also proving you’re super loyal. I’m glad Nobu has you by his side since I let him down I just pray you’ll give another chance to be your clown. I wanna be with you guys too, every single day if you will just listen, please let me say You’ve taught me so much, about life and about school it turns out you’re actually really really cool.

Sasagawa I know we’re not bros and you’ll hate me for saying this but I gotta say sorry for everything you’ll miss. All because I couldn’t keep my mouth shut I know you’ve spent the last year in sorta  a rut. You lost the most important thing anyone can lose no wonder you’re drowning in drugs and in booze. I’d tell you it gets better but what do I know? If I lost lil Shu I dunno how I’d ever go on either. But please don’t kick my ass....

[keita-nakagawa]

For unknown ex bestie/murderer

When I saw ya there in the dark I felt happy for the first time since it all began Thought “this’ll be a walk in the park” Cause I was like your biggest fan

A gun pointed at my face was how ya greeted me That was the end of the race and the end of my glee

Didnt know ya hated me that much or even at all Trusted ya blindly and such Ya shot me and watched me fall

Now youre back again for the fourth or fifth time Yeah guess Im wary and scared Looks like youre still in your prime but at least not faking that ya cared

Guess what I wanted to say right now is I hope youve been doing OK Gettin over it has been slow And.... Yeah no Im not over it ya suck ya suck ya suck ya suuuuuuuuuuuuuck

[keita-nakagawa]

KYOICHI I LOVE U

Stupid Were the stuff I said Guess I cant blame it on Us being dead Cause youre dead too But always say smart stuff Guess I didnt get the brains  Instead Im just so tough 

 Thanks for making me realize My dream is to be a clown  When Im done with my course  Ill make sure ya never frown Youve delt with rejection from some But Ill never get why Cause whatever will come Ill accept ya any day!!!!!