#keithkoganefictive

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host: hmm i wonder why ive been so into aviation and flying lately its just so cool

me, keith kogane, coming out of dormancy: surprise bitch bet you thought you saw the last of me

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Hey, sharpshooter. Lance. I miss the feeling of your lips on mine. You won't catch me saying this again. Probably. Hope the world is treating you well. Keep your annoying grin up, the universe needs that and your kindness.

- Keith Kogane, Voltron: Legendary Defender, fictive, #🗡️♦️

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I feel so guilty for not remembering lance from back at the garrison, he seemed so hurt by it. part of me thinks that maybe if i had just said yes he wouldnt have been so mad at me all the time at the beginning. ugh, i loved him so much it still hurts. -Keith kogane (fictive)

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I'm rewatching my source right now, I've watched 3 seasons of Voltron in 2 days and I just really miss Shiro. I used to know a version of him, he was so important and special to me, but I'm never going to see him again... I know it's for the best, or at least I tell myself that, but ever since he left my life I haven't really made new connections. I still talk with my Pidge, and sometimes I talk to my friend who kins Red Lion, but I've stopped reaching out. I feel like I'm frozen in place.

My host and multiple of my headmates are dating someone new, in fact they've been dating over a year and friends with him for 2 years, but I've never spoken with him, I don't even want to front around him and we live together. Red is pissed at me for not fronting more and for not just moving on, but it hurts me how they don't understand how much I'm grieving. This isn't something I'll just get over with time, I feel like a part of my soul is missing, no one understands.

All I want is to talk to Shiro. I'd settle for any version of him at this point, I just really need that guidance and support in a way that I don't think I could get from anyone else. I love him so much it makes my heart ache. I wish I could just move on, it's what he'd want, but I can't and I'm sorry.

-Keith Kogane

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Being a fictive of Keith Kogane really sucks because the Voltron kinmunity is pretty much dead and the fandom was really toxic for a while. I miss my friends, I miss my family, I miss my partner... No one really talks about how lonely it can be being a fictive. I just want to go home. 🥀