One Special Word — Enjin x f!reader
content includes: more enjin pov, stalker vibes, nsfw, kissing, grinding
misc: 2.2k words. this took so long to write down for no reason, like three days. Hope you enjoy
It wasn’t easy to grab some people's attention, you were one of those people.
Enjin was sitting outside of a cafe on one of the tables that weren’t littering with other people close by. His bright yellow looking directly at one table in particular, a table you were sitting at. You were one thing he wanted, the one woman he had his eyes on yet you even know his name.
“Thank you!” You take the coffee you were handed, with a smile on your face.
Enjin watches you walk with the man who handed you the coffee. He sighed heavily in defeat, how was he going to earn the attention of someone like you. The one woman he wanted was too far out of his reach, and he got a lot of women to appear to his looks, yet you never even looked in his direction.
Enjin lied in his bed, looking up to his plain white ceiling, the one thing… or the one person he couldn’t get off his mind was you. He couldn’t stop thinking back to the moment at the cafe, you walking away with a man he had never seen. He saw the small pain in your eyes when you walked away. Who was the man to you?
“Delived by a man you barely know?” He scoffed. Covering his yellow eyes with his big hands over. “Why not me?”
“Why can’t it be me?” He sighs in defeat, dragging his large hands down to cover his mouth. You were the death of him and there was nothing he could do about it.
Even in Enjin's dream, the person corroding his mind was you. The person to fill his dreams was you, your body. The soft voice you spoke in. It was like you were with him.
“Enjin~”
The man jumps from his bed, the sheets falling down his body to his lap. He looks around in a panic. “What?!” He was confused, thinking he was hearing things in his head, but it sounded so real. It was dark so it was hard to see anything in his room.
“Enjin~”
There it was again, it was such a sweet way to call his name, never has he heard anything like it before. Ringing in his ear, asking for more of it to be heard. He looked down to the feet of his bed. Someone was there looming over his feet. Though a normal person would be scared, he wasn’t. Even if he couldn’t see, he knew who it was.
And It was you.
You crawl into his bed with him. He kept his mouth shut, his yellow eyes watching you lay next to him. Snuggling into him. This was a dream, and even if it was he didn’t want to be pinched.
“Goodnight, Enjin~”
A dream he didn’t want to wake up. He could stay like this forever if time allowed.
“You really are something,” A young girl sighed, rubbing the pinch of her nose with her finger and thumb.
“I must say it was a calming experience.” You slightly stick your tongue out with a smile.
“You know that man is in love with you right?” The young girl has had enough of your stupid antics, but there was nothing she could do about it. So the best thing for her to do was remind you of the world around you.
Yet you already knew that. You saw Enjin everywhere you were, at some point you realized it was no longer a coincidence. Just recently, you had to do your best to not walk up to him and acknowledge him. Yet he was still following you everywhere.
“I know he wants me, but I’m not that easy to have.”
The young girl knew how right that statement was. To be with you was a curse more so on you. If they couldn't get your attention the right way, you might as well be dead. It hurts to know someone had deep feelings for you, and they have yet to even properly greet themselves to you.
“If he wanted me, then he would do something about it by now.”
“Do something about it then!” Riyou lays back on her chair, her body slopping down in the chair.
“She doesn't know my name. She doesn't even know I exist.” The male sighed, pressing his palm to his forehead. An aching pain he didn’t have to have.
“Then do something about it!” Riyou was tired of hearing Enjin talk about you. Her advice was the same time and time again. He still didn’t listen and it felt like she was talking to a wall. More so she was like a pillow to him, someone there to listen, but not to talk back. The pillow was supposed to stay quiet. It never did.
“I wish she would just talk to me…” “Then Do Something About It!”
She walked away, having enough of him say the same words over and over again. She yelled at him as if it would make any difference. She sighed, closing Enjin's bedroom door behind her. She was tired, both of him and exhausted from the day.
“But…”
He was left with his own thoughts plus Riyou advice he finally registered. She was right, but it wasn’t that easy. You were in a separate league compared to everyone else, any other woman he talked to. You were special.
Maybe a good night's sleep will put him at ease and he’ll think of something to say to you. Even if it was as small as his name, maybe tonight he can build enough confidence.
“Enjin~”s
He wakes up to the soft sound of his name being called. He wasted no time, looking at the foot of his bed, there stood a female. Your arms crossed over your chest. You repeat his name, even softer than the later. This time it lingers on your lips, unable to let go of it.
Enjin moves slightly over so you could lie down with him like last time. You take the small gesture, crawling into his bed, sitting beside him. You reach your hand out for his face hesitantly. You retract said hand, not wanting to make anything feel awkward between the two of you.
He, on the other hand, pulls your hand seeing as you were thinking twice about your actions. You both stop for a moment, just holding each other for a minute. His yellow eyes staring deep into your soul like he understood everything about you. You wanted him to know everything you had to offer, so you invited him deeper.
He helps your hand to explore his body as he stares into your soft [e/c] eyes. He lets go of your hand, now being able to explore yourself. Your hand drags from his chest down to his abdomen. Feeling his body, you felt a sense of ease, like you didn’t need to worry about the curse anymore. No more pain for it.
This moment was not a dream, it was real.
Enjin inched a tad closer, this moment was everything he wanted and then some. Your hands were soft and delicate with the way they explored him. He wished he didn't have his shirt on, and maybe he knew just the fix.
He backs away from you, his hands on the hem of his shirt. You watch as he lifts his shirt above his abs, over his head to then be thrown on the ground. Your hands reach out for his abdomen, he grabs your hand furthering your movement. He helped guide your hand as he crawled closer to you on the bed.
“I’ve been dreaming of this moment for as long as I’d have my eyes set on you,” Enjin inches closer to your face. Lifting your chin so your could focus on his face and not his body.
His yellow eyes wondering your face, like this would be his last memory. A memory he would repeat in his mind. Your face was a piece of art to him, he wanted to savor every look, every contact he had with you.
Not being able to hold himself back anymore, he pulls your chin closer. His lips crashing into your soft pink lips. You open your mouth for him, inviting him in. His tongue exploring every inch of your mouth he could.
You roll him over, now on top of him. The kiss grew deeper, you sitting practically on top of him. He grabs your hips, guiding them up and down. The kiss became intense and hungry each time Enjin moved his body on his. You moved your hands down back to his abs, they moved down a little further, messing with the waistband on his shorts. You could feel the shakiness in his breath, moving your body harder.
Enjin rolls on top of you, pulling away from the kiss. The both of you catching your breath in the heat of the moment. This whole moment was like a dream, everything felt so unreal, yet you could touch him without any reprimands.
He looks down at your body to up at your face. You give him a nod of confirmation and he doesn't waste a second to take off your shirt, throwing it on the ground next to his. He pushes your hair behind your ear as he leans down to your chin, planting a soft kiss.
He pecks at your chin down to kissing your collarbone. You slightly arc your back when you feel his teeth sink into your skin. Letting out more moans as he leaves teeth marks and hickeys all down your neck and collarbone. This was his mark on you, for every time you didn’t look in his direction, for every time you weren’t within his line of sight.
“Fuck, Enjin!” You breathe out between your lips between the soft moans.
His free hand playing with your breast, to fill the sensation in your body like you didn’t have enough already. His lips were about to make their way down, but you pushed him away. A sad look in his eyes as he didn’t know what you wanted.
“We should stop,” You sit up on his pillow. Looking deep into his yellow, you knew he didn’t want to stop. This was a dream for the both of you, yet you were the one to say it.
“Please, don’t make this a one night stand. I want to see you again.” He pushed your hair out of your face, giving your cheek a soft kiss.
“What the fuck! You had sex with him!?” The young girl scolded you, hitting the back of your head harder than before.
“Well it wasn’t full out sex, more like a very heated make out session,” You smile embarrassingly, rubbing the part of your head that the hit was delivered to.
“Shut up!” The young girl covers your mouth with her right hand, while her other hand covers her ear so she doesn't have to hear you any more, and you couldn't talk anymore about last night. “I’m your younger sister, I don’t need to hear any of this about you and Enjin.”
“Sorry,” you muffle in your sister's hand, as she still had her hand over your mouth.
“Does it feel like your curse is gone?” Ami takes her hand from your mouth, rubbing it on her parts from your spit.
You drop the smile you previously had when talking about Enjin. Your face got serious about the topic at hand. “Well, it feels a lot lighter. I don’t feel it as much, especially when I’m with him and or close to him and he notices me.”
“AHH!” Ami screeches , falling to her feet. A nauseating pain throbbing in your head.
“Are you ok?” You reach a hand out for your sister, but she swats your hand away, not looking up at you.
Ami gripped her chest, feeling like someone had a tight grip on her heart. She looks up at you, seeing you had a worried expression toward her. The pain in your eyes seeing her in pain. Amis’ body felt tight, her head throbbing, her heart being tugged, her muscles feeling a strain.
‘Is this how you felt, sis?’
A tight pinch bite at your chest, a lot lighter than anything you felt before. Better than any other pain this curse has caused you. You knew your time with the curse was almost up, you found the one thing or rather the one person to break the curse. Now, like an heirloom it was to be passed down to your sister. The man who gave this curse was cruel, he wanted to be remembered in any way, even if it meant doing something cruel to others.
Enjin wanted more of you, yet these past few days he was having trouble locating you. He didn’t have any way to reach out to you, no way to find anything about you either.
“Lonely, Enjin?”
He turned his head as fast as sound when he heard a familiar voice call out his name. A voice that was sweet as sugar and dewy as honey. He got up from his chair, turning around to grab your hand in his.
“I missed you.”
The tight pinch was no longer pulling at your chest when you heard those three words. The person in front of you was the cure all along. Yet it was harder to grab his attention than anything else in the world. This is was if felt like to feel normal like anyone else
“You make me feel whole.” “So let's never leave each other again.”
a/n: feeling a little freaky aren't you