#kestral rants

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

Okay I wanna rant about this cause it pissed me off.

If you tell someone that when they’re a lee it’s “alright” but you prefer them as a ler

You’re a dickhead.

I do not give a fuck whether your intentions were good or bad, you should be smart enough to use your head and realise that’s NOT something you tell someone. There’s something called inside thoughts. Thoughts you keep in your head? Yeah?

That’s one of them!!!

It’s just such a weird thing to tell someone idk

Sorry I was pissed off and wanted to rant we’re good

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

If what happens in June happens again in July i. I don’t fucking know

I am stressed out af everything that happened in June is happening again and if what I’m thinking is right and it leads up to that happening again I don’t know what I’ll do

I really don’t know

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

I HATE EVERYONE ON THIS STUPID ASS APP IF I KNOW YOU ON HERE I HATE YOU I SHTE YOU I HATE YKH I HSTE YIU AHGHHHNNHHHHHHGGHHHH

I don’t I’m a liar I’m just in a mood

But AGHHHHGGBNNNNGGGGGGBHHBBBBBBNNN

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

Introduction

Names

• Kestral (preferred)

• Rudy

Info

• Minor

• Lee leaning switch

• suspected Autism + Depression

• Selective Mutism

• He/him, non binary, pansexual

Dni

• NSFW accounts

• 20+

• assholes

• Iskall85 supporters

Interact

• Life series fans

• other SFW tickle blogs

• basically anyone idrc

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

I wanna say goodbye

Just one thing so I at least feel better

I wanna say bye

Why’d he have to block me before I could reply

Just one last goodbye or something it hurts so bad

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

I don’t wanna go wales ☹️

[kestral-isthemoonbig]

It’s my birthday in like, 8 days or smthn idk

All I want is him. A text, anything

Even just something to prove he misses me, which I don’t think he does but who knows

He seems fine with all his other friends. I still don’t know why he bothered with me in the first place

I always knew he’d leave one day

Ugghhh tomorrow is me and my ex’s anniversary too how fun

My birthdays gonna suck so much ass this year, last years was shit enough, I was really looking forward to still having him as a friend for it

Oh well doesn’t matter fuck me anyways

I hate how much I love him it’d be so much easier if I didn’t love him this much

I feel so pathetic for missing a guy who doesn’t seem to miss me at all

Maybe he does I don’t know

Idk

Happy early birthday to me tho I guess idfk I’m not looking forward to it at all