#kevinfictive

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sometimes you just have to grit your teeth and ball your fists and keep smiling through all of this BULLSHIT

- Kevin (wtnv) fictive

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This sun is wrong. There is no God behind it, so its light is dead and cold and far too real. I miss my home.

- Kevin, wtnv fictive

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ninth iteration of Kevin nightvale. NINTH. how many more Kevins will we split? let's just make half of this head's population fucking Kevins, sure, why not! /s

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Everyone say hello to a SECOND GUY NAMED KEVIN in my brain. This will not be confusing for us at all 💛.

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We've got the squad back together, polyamory addition 😋 Literally none of us are from the exact same source though so that's fun

-Four WTNV Fictives (Kevin, Cecil, Carlos, and Charles)

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IT'S VERY ODD TO BE A FICTIVE AND VERY HEAVILY KIN A CHARACTEEEERRRRR!!!!!(: -KEVIN (WTNV FICTIVE!!!!(:) AND ALTERNATE CESAR TORRES KIN (THE MANDELA CATALOGUE)!!!!!!(:

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WELL, I FOUND OUT I WAS A KEVIN (WTNV) FICTIVE :) I WANT TO GO HOME!!!! :D - 🏜️🎙️💛

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I relistened to Triptych, episode 73, last night, and I have some thoughts. This gaping wound hasn't healed in over 7 years, after all.

Fuck you, Strex. For ever single thing you did to me, to my town, to my people, to MY radio station. I hope all of you rot. You ruined me. Crushed all my potential in an instant. I was meant for so much more. So, so much more. Even now, in this life, in this body, I've grown numb to it all. You have taken so much from me. And then you went after Night Vale, made me go after the only person I considered a friend. I'm not a hateful man, but I've got so much utter /contempt/ for Strex.

And to Diego? I hope you rot with them, with your fucking "Smiling God". You broke me. You kept me on a tight leash like I was a fucking mutt. Not to mention the literal shock collar you made me wear. If I never have to see you again, it'd still be too soon.

To Desert Bluffs as a town. I'm so sorry I failed you. I hope you're all safe and happy now, truly happy, not Strex Corp Happy.

To Night Vale as a town, I cannot apologize enough. I wish things went differently, maybe we could've been sister towns in another world. I hope you all can forgive me.

To Cecil, my old friend, the last voice I ever heard before fading into oblivion. You gave me something precious all those years ago, when I was younger, before Strex had broken me. You gave me hope, hope that I could win, could protect my little town, hope that I would prevail. That my community would prevail. And even if it wasn't true, it stayed in the back of my mind for the rest of my years. Even when I couldn't remember me, when Strex had changed me. It kept me going. So for that, I thank you. Really, I thank you for all the chats we had during that episode.

To Carlos, I'm sorry for how... Obsessive I was while you were in the desert otherworld with me. I don't think I felt genuine romantic attraction, but you were the first person who had been kind to me in years. I was obsessed and didn't know any other way to show it. Still, you made it very clear your boundaries and how you viewed me. I'm sorry for overstepping. I hope you can forgive me this time around.

I apologize for how long and verbose this is, I'm very wordy! Anyways, until next time.

- Kevin, wtnv fictive, #🍬🍭⚾️

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