There's this guy who I been liking for 2years now and just confessed to him on our graduation. We'd never talk before, but after confessing he invited me to his 18th bday, but I lied that I'm going away for a holiday. I totally regret saying that. I'm just shy. I want to take it back, but how? I'm so embarrassed to talk to him because he might I'm a desperate btch. I totally want to talk to him, but he might think different of me. I'm just too scared. And the thing is, he's white and I'm asian.
here’s the thing, it really doesn’t matter if you’re an asian and he’s white. The fact that he invited you on his birthday, that could probably mean something, like maybe, he wants you to be his friend. I guess you should talk to him and tell him the truth that you never really went away for a holiday. Because sweetie, we can’t tell what he’s thinking or what he’s going to say to you if you’re just gonna sit there and wait for something to happen. And stop over thinking. It’s not helping you.
You don’t have to be scared. You already did great when you confessed your feelings to him. It takes a lot of courage, you know. But you did it. I’m sure you can do it again.