#khaeletter

[misskhae]

to the girl who thinks that he's a waste of time

You may be crying your eyes out over some heartbreak right now, but it's not a waste of time, sweetie. Remember that there will be someone better out there. Think about it as a learning experience on the road to your future. The road where you'll find the right one standing waiting for you. You'll meet the right guy, he's out there. I promise. Please though, for the love of all humanity, never settle for less. The perfect guy is somewhere in the world waiting on you just like you wait on him. He's going to love you the way you've always wanted to be loved. I am not going to tell you to stay pretty because you will always be beautiful in his eyes. :)

[misskhae]

to my older brother

I think it would be wise to say that you are not my favorite brother after all (considering that i still have two younger brothers). Sometimes, I don’t think you get the weight of my words. However you are, in simple words , the best brother a girl could ever ask for. 

It’s funny cos I always complain about you to my friends, like, how much I hate that you’re older, how much I hate that you order me around because you are older, and how much freedom you get because you are older. All in all, I hate you because you are older. But, I realize that being the younger one is not that bad. I don’t have all the responsibilities that you have. I don’t have to take care of anyone. I can basically get away with murder (haha just kidding, I know I won’t). Hence, I am also grateful towards you.

Thank you for putting up with me. Thank you for understanding. Thank you for being the buffer in fights between the two most stubborn people on Earth (mom and I). Thank you for thinking of what would be best for me all the time. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for supporting me in all my decisions. Thank you for not supporting me in some of my foolishness. Finally, thank you for the thousand bucks that i will be getting from you for the phone repair. I love you.

I hope everyone who do not have a brother like you see that they are clearly missing out. And to those who do, I hope you treasure your siblings as much as I treasure mine.

XO khae

P.S. No matter how much we may fight, I know deep down we still love each other.

[misskhae]

Dear Vega,

Yes this is somehow a reply of what you have just wrote for me earlier. Although I don't know what to say because yep we never really talk and yeah you're right, we just liked each other's post. Lol but honestly, I want us to have a real conversation. I just don't know how to start or what to say first cos I really suck on keeping a conversation going. Anyway, that day when I asked you if you speak tagalog, I was supposed to have a long talk with you. Unfortunately, I had just some errands to go to, so I left already. I even read your reply like um days after that day. Haha sorry. Though I already treat you as one of my friends here, I am hoping that we would have a conversation like any other friends do. So um, I've just actually seen your url on my dash and you know I have this thing where I just follow random blogs especially when the url is really nice like yours. Haha :D That's how I found it.

Thank you for taking the time to write a short message to us. I really appreciate it, Vega. And since I already started this letter, I want you to know that your writings are really good. I've just read some of it yesterday. They are so beautiful that it makes me want to jump on a cliff or something haha lol kidding. I'm excited to hear your life story soon. Not just read it on your blog tho but I would like to hear it from you. The next time I'll see you on my dash, sure I'll message you. So see you around then. :)

✖ Khae

[misskhae]

even the girl who gives the best advice still don't know what to do. lol okay. i'm not an expert. i'm also not giving you an advice but i'm here because i am your friend and i am happy for you. i don't even know how to actually say that you deserve all the happiness in this world. Trust me, you really deserve it. I know how happy you are right now. I can say because I can feel it and hey, no one would ever take that happiness away from you. Not even me. Just please calm down and just go through with it. And also, please stop questioning yourself about this and that because you're just making it hard for yourself to understand some things. Soon you will know the answers. Perhaps at the right time. For now, just enjoy it. :)

[misskhae]

I have nothing to say to you, not because I hate you. I believe nobody ever really runs out of things to say, they just run out of reasons to say them. I will never be able to coat reality with enough sugar to match our naive preferences.

I guess I won’t be measuring the distance between us in written letters that I’ll never send, but I’m still waiting for the day when the words you have tucked into the creases around your eyes reveal themselves. Don’t push all those words into the corner of your mind, let them out. 

[misskhae]

to an anonymous guy

I hate the fact that you know your way with words. How you could easily manipulate every single word that comes out from your mind. You could make a simple word sound so true and romantic. Even the word shit sounds so romantic when it is coming from you. I wanted you so much, but then I hated your guts as much. I guess, I was in love with the boldness of your words. The crispness of every word that I read from your blog. You knew how to talk with such intensity, in such way that anyone would fall for it. Now, every time you speak all I can hear are the waves crashing on a shore. You were selling me sentences you only know how to repeat. I knew all of it was too good to be true but I still stayed and continue liking you, wanting you to prove that it was wrong for me to doubt you. I wanted you to be enraged because I was wrong, not because I was right. Beyond question, I could taste the bitter after-taste of sweetness when we were not talking. There’s a place where the sky kisses the sea, and you took me there when I'm getting lost with your words. Although today, I do not know what to imagine anymore.

[misskhae]

Girl srsly? When the man you've loved your whole life turns out to be a real pain in the arse, like cheating in front of you but you allow him to continue to do so because you "love" him? Because you believed every single thing that he says. Because he says,"it's not what you think babe" or "we're just friends." whatever! Please open your eyes and take a long look. I assure you some day, you will wake up and realize what a huge mistake you have made. Well let's just hope it's not too late for you to repair what you once had. Because seriously, you are going to regret that. Trust me.

[misskhae]

darling, the world’s not really against you. The only thing that’s against you is yourself.