#kiara problems

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i should just get another half wig to wear to beach week cause i want my hair in senaglese twists but i don't have the money but i can just get a half wig for 20 bucks but i hate wearing wigs/weaves because i feel like they look too fake but like duuuhhh a whole bunch of girls i know wear weaves/wigs it's not a big deal but i feel weird wearing it but i just want long hair :(

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if you could take my 20 years and condense it into a 5 min video...here it is.

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i want to be more cute and trendy and stylish and make cute DIY/homemade stuff for people.

and i want to dress better.

i really like my hair natural but my head is too big and i miss having long hair so i kind of want to get braids in so my hair can grow out more

my mom got a droid and i'm really happy for her

i really want to change my room around so i hope that my furniture will fit in these different spots

i want to keep my room clean

i want to minimize all the clutter and extra crap that i keep

i want more shoes

i want to lose weight 

i hope to make a lot of money this winter break to save up for vacation/bills/rent

i want to meet new guys but i feel like i'm too busy with work or school to even try to meet someone new, and i feel like at the parties/clubs i go to, the guys there aren't interested in girls like me,and i don't like being felt left out. i mean,i don't even want a boyfriend,but i just feel weird that all these girls i know meet a shit ton of guys all the time and i just wonder how they meet them. i feel as though i'm as pretty as them (this makes me sound like i'm whining lol ~*woe is me*~)

i wish i wasn't so lethargic but i kind of like not caring about anything

i want to bring in 2012 with a tattoo 

i need to write this paper.

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i wanna fb chat this guy but i'm going to lie and say i saw him but i don't want him to ask me all these questions and then i get caught in my lie -________-