dear whoever finds this:
Hello,
To whoever finds this letter, hi, thanks for taking the time to read it. I swear it's short. My name's Damien, but if you're one of my friends or family members, then you know that already. You might be asking where I've gone, well, I took my own life to save my sons. Everyone thought back when my dad signed a contract with the devil it wouldn't come back to bite me in the ass-- well it did, and he found out about my kids. He wanted them for himself, to claim their little lives and I couldn't fucking have that. Those are my kids, and I'd do anything for them... even if it meant sacrificing myself.
Now, don't worry, I didn't go out painfully. I went willingly. Lucifer came to me in my sleep and my body was taken from the Earth, you'll find a gravestone in the cemetery not far from here. My soul is damned to stay on Earth but I'll endure hell, because I can't be there for my sons.
When I first got on this Earth, I hated everyone and everything, but through kind people and finding love in unexpected places, I grew to understand humanity and for that I'm thankful.
Enough of the mushy bullshit, onto the important things.
To Dillon and Loui: I leave my son Gage. He's precious to me, and you're the only two I trust with him other than Kiara, and with her recent engagement and her own daughter, I'd hate to put a burden on her. I hate putting a burden on you boht, but I know you both will take care of him. Please don't let him forget me, let him know he had a dad.. and he still does, daddy's always there if he asks.
I love you, Dillon. I've hurt you so much in the past year, and I'm so sorry for that. I put you and Loui through hell, but I promise I'm not far from you, kitty. I'll always be there, even if you can't see me.
Loui, I don't think I even have to say it. You've taken care of him and that's all I wanted. You both will go far and I'm very happy to have known you. Thank you.
To Harry and Louis: I leave my son Peter. This wasn't my decision at all, but I trust you both will bring him up better than I could-- I didn't understand him much, both him and Gage are two seperate people but.. I did love him. He reminded me of Penny. Please let him get contact with his brother and please don't let him forget that he has a dad, I'm always there if he needs me, I just.. can't.. take care of him.
To Kiara: Congrats on the engagement, you snotty, bratty woman. I love you, I'm so proud of you for all the shit you went through to finally be happy, and you'll always have a special spot in my heart. Don't forget me, and I'll know if you did. Butthead.
I have so many people to write to, but they're not here, and the only people that needed to be written to are listed here-- in my mind anyway. If I missed you, just blame it on my stupidity.
I do love each and every one of you. I'll catch you motherfuckers on the other side.
Sincerely, with lots of hate,
Damien. xo
