#kichicomplains

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Am I the only person who for the most part knew what the people they follow looked like But you know years passed And you now follow dumb amounts of people. And you just Realize HOW INCREDIBLY HOT THE PEOPLE THAT YOUR EYES GET TO GRACE WHEN THEY SHOW UP ON YOUR DASH HOLY SHIT you’re all so attractive You deserve a medal for being so fine Dayum

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Letting some things out

I've really stopped taking care of my body. 

I don't brush my hair unless i have too. I almost never 'do' my hair. I only wear make up if im going out on a special occasion, my teeth are fucked - or at least getting there, and i have gained so much weight.

What i discovered today im really hoping will send a motivational wake up call to my brain.

Because i am not happy in my own skin anymore. I mean i never really was but i was way more comfortable than i am now.

I do not like what i see in the mirror. 

My boyfriends lives 4-5 hours away and i would send him selifes all the time. But now i really only do it. when he asks because i do not want to. i do not like the way i look at alllll.  ive been tallking almost all year about getting into shape, loving myself, and taking better care of my body. but each time i end in failure and im back to square one. So. Here i go again. Maybe im taking the wrong approach at this. Maybe i cant do this on my own and I should ask for His help in this situation. Becuase i dont know what else to do. 

Ramble ramble, piss and moan. whine whine. 

im done now

wish me luck if you bothered to read me compain lol

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Boyhood is fucking shit. >:{¤¡!¡!¡

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I will soon be updating my tumblr.

It's really old. I'm no longer really in the hs fandom even lol. I may or may not change my url. I also will be unfollowing a lot of people. I think im following like 900 and I only see like 30? Lol. Plus like I followed a lot of you to talk due to lack of other means of interacting and we don't? The rest that I'm unfollowing well you really won't miss me anyway lol we don't see each others posts so. Yeah :) if you need to unfollow me I understand. Thank you for everyone following me and continue to, that watch me post dumb shit ♡

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I want

To lose weight and be a hot tater tot To have money and buy all the things To know what im doing with my life To read To dance more (life seriously I forgot haro/hawayu) To make videos Be a hella cosplayer To have long ass hair To more things Do more exciting things like concerts, museums, zoo and junk With my roomdate ;) For my s.o. to not be 2000 lightyears away. Read more. (Seriously I own like 20 books I've never touched) Watch movies for days on end Go to the dentist I think they're fucked Get Max fixed for good :( This started out me wanting to motivate myself to lose weight I got a bit out of control down the line. Sorry.

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UGH

i think life will be hellla easier like at the end of next month

BECUASE IM SO STRESED RIGHT NOW GUYS

like im p chill for the most part.

but then ill sit and think.

im...really broke.

i just quit one of my jobs.

i need to pay a speeding ticket.

and a school ...bill?

also

need to save money

for thE FUCKING CON IN TWO WEEKS BECAUSE IVE ALREADY GOT THE BADGE AND ROOM AND MOST OF COSPLAYS

-throws up-

if i was living on my own id be hella screwed.

dont grow up kids.

dont grow up

be irresonsible

and have expensive hobbies.

yeh.

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So sometimes

 I literally just stare at my phone/ hold it until you respond back.

cuz im lame

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I told a co-worker that my new year's resolution was to be a better nerd

Lol im dead serious haha. 

Like i wanna watch full series and actually watch stuff before i cosplay them . Watch so many animus again. maybe even read mangos. like i just miss really doing all the cool kid lame-o stuff i did before i had friends and a job :D