I’M SO SORRY || SAIRE
WHO: Claire Flanagan & Sam Evans
WHEN: Tuesday, April 17th
WHERE: Their special spot
DETAILS: After the combination of their last conversation and having drinks in her system, Claire starts to open up
TRIGGERS/WARNINGS: None
Why did Claire think it would be a good idea to try and talk to Sam again? Small talk was fine but nothing would deny the affect he had on the brunette. He brought out a soft side of her she didn’t like to show in the snap of his fingers. Even though she play it off that she is stone cold she had a heart. A heart that she gave to Sam Evans even though she won’t admit it to herself or him. And to think that she really did hurt someone she cared so much about broke that heart again. Making her fear of breaking or losing what she truly cares about only grow by the second.
She though that going out with Jesse this evening and having some drinks would distract her but it only made her think about him more. She of course played it off but when the night ended she simply could not relax. Which led her to be sitting at a spot that they use to call their special get away. Still in her black dress and combat boots and playing with her phone debating what to do with her thoughts flooding her head. And before she could even think of what she was doing she was dialing his number hearing it go to voicemail. “I’m so sorry to wake you up...you were probably sleeping...But I...” Her voice soft but still slurred from the alcohol in her system. “I’m so sorry for hurting you. I didn’t know you felt like you had to fight for me. Is it crazy to wish things could just be like they use to be? Or if I was stronger and more confident that we would still be together? We would be sitting here and you would be telling your priceless jokes...” She took a breath playing with the hem of dress. “Just know that if I could have it the way that I really wanted deep down we wouldn’t be over...” Would she regret this in the morning? Probably but she had to get it off her chest.
