He just wanted to Fuxk
so...
He sold me a fuxking dream
Told me I was special one of a kind
Rare beautiful talented unique and hard to find
His lies weren’t the same as the rest
But his love couldn’t put my weary heart to rest
He said he never came
Right after he came
I knew it was game
I didn’t want to play
I just wanted to feel okay
He told me so many perfect lies
I gave him broken cries
And he fucked me
Cause he knew I was broken inside
Lost my value
Lost sight of what’s true
And thought I found insight looking at you
They tell me so many sweet sweet lies
to get inside but I can’t even feel butterflies
I’m dead inside waiting for new Creation
Lie to me since you can see all my insecurities make it seem like you want a life with me
A wife of me
A seed with me
And then plant these same seeds else where
And I’m looking at you starting over
In less then 24 and I can’t help but think how life just ain’t fair
I wasn’t ready to spare, what was left of me
But I gave it away like it was right for me
Knowing this isn’t fuxking right for me!
Fuxk me
Fuxk me
Fuxk me
Fuxk me
Fuxk me
I have no fuxking rights over me
I’m just good for a fuck
I’m just a lost cause running outta luck
Alone in my bed I’m always stuck
These men don’t love me they jus wanna fux!