#killing playground

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I finally managed to do some sort of website for info about Killing playground, a project I’ve been working on (and by working on I mean trying to find a decent website maker and also draw fullbody sprites I’ll never use in game other than reference for other art-)

Here’s the link

There’s mostly character info and a small summary of the game’s story. There’s one small secret that might be a bit obvious if anyone’s curious!

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I wish I could put memes in titles

Summary: I’m scared of publishing stuff about my ongoing project, but I’m forcing myself to do it anyways because hahahA fighting against insecurities.

Long wall of text feat. personal ramblings + just two gifs of the game :DD

This is kinda scary and cringy to me but I gotta do it some day...I guess today then?? 

Something has been holding me back from finishing or even starting bigger projects. I didn’t really acknowledge what the problem was, instead I blamed my general laziness and lack of skills in writing and coding. 

It wasn’t before I actually started to write and code I realized it wasn’t that hard. I thought I was really REALLY bad at coding, but I’ve been having surprisingly more fun learning and figuring stuff out than I thought. Writing still sucks though.

That’s when I realized just how much I was holding myself back from working on the project. Fear of failure and not being good enough (my skills not being good enough - if my project sucks it must be because I suck at drawing right?) really hinder my motivation to continue or try. 

The reason I started doing this project was because it was easier and not as close to heart as my previous ones?? So I don’t know why I hold it in such high standards. It annoys me (in an envious way :D) how easy it’s for other people to make their passion project become true. I wish I could be like that too. 

Which is why I’m here right now. Writing this and hopefully getting closer to at least completing the game. Of course with small steps and most likely a demo in summer.

((These gifs were done in an hour 👁👁)) I wanted to quickly showcase some stuff I’ve gotten done in these past two days...really makes me think what I could have done in a month with the same determination;;

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