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Jesus fuck!

I sign in, then my followers went from 12, to fucking 19! shit, idk what it is... maybe it’s Papa Franku’s spirit that is helping me through this! Seriously though, thank you guys for showing me some support by following, I hope I can keep you guys happy!

#Maybe cancer isn’t so bad?

#killme?#Thanks #Who would of thunk it?#kek

Wow the worst summer of my life is over! Guess what!? Autumn seems even worse! Isn't that funny?

#whatyouwannadowinter?#killme?#adulthoodsucks

So, to all the bearded men who held my attention [And non bearded], I shall be back tonight.

Works calls the mun away. :/ AIM is available for those who have it until it gets slammed at work. Don't have it? Ask.

#ooc #so dont want to go #killme?#work

Forgive and forget? Not me, not this time.

My useless prick of a father has now decided that he wants to be involved... Gave my nan the papers to the bond my Grandad took out for me when I was a baby back. Wasn't really his to give, but my Grandad isn't here anymore to say anything about it. But money can't make up for what you did you useless son of a bin bag. So please just leave me the hell alone.

#flashbacks #triggers #killme?#canttakeit

Anyone want an update on my life? No?

My mother has no respect for me, my goals, or my life. It's always all about her, Even when she tries to indirectly make it about me.

Guys are cunts. Don't ask me why I won't hop on your dick again. And then be a total cunt when I answer you. I done told you I had issues. Fuck you.

FUCK GENDER. God damn, I'm having a lot of issues with that. Idk. i think. I'm confused. I don't like this. I want to bind.. and I think I want to pack. But.I still wanna wear dresses and make up, and do this cute burlesque class, but not shave my armpits, and I want male or gender neutral pronouns used for me... Its weird and stuff to break this female gender role I was stuffed into.

Also, fuck my body. Its gross. body dysmorphic disorder and gender dysphoria (idk is that what this is?) oh yeah HW;232 CW:232. I never want to eat again... I am disgusting.

Also fuck my mind. Borderline personality disorder, major depression, anxiety. Really now? Give me a break. What did I do? (Nothing right?)

Also, fuck being an adult. Here's bills, here's responsibility. No. I don't want. Oh yeah, you're plenty old enough to fucking stress yourself out trying to find a job, but oh FUCK YOU if you want a fucking drink to iron that out.

I might be an alcoholic, and an addict. dad aren't you proud. all your kids love the booze, and your youngest shoves pills up her nose...

oh neverfuckingmind mother gave me those, brb feed my addiction dad helped me work on.

I just really need someone to talk to and I can't seem to find anyone who cares. Oh wait scratch that, people will talk to me if I give them smoke... Fuck you..

I've thought about talking to him again...

I've thought about cutting again.

I learned to spin yarn. +1 for being positive. .

Also, I'm a whore.. I couldn't even say his name, because it was his name. It broke my heart trying to.

I think I still love him..and her. I miss them both so much. I still dream about them.

I'm starting to get numb again.. (is that a positive?)

Oh and I'm a dead beat roommate, like I don't do fucking shit. They probably hate me..

I still want my baby. He took her from me. Then promised to bring her back.

And I saw him, at the mall. I can't go to the mall without seeing him or her, and he knew it was me. We made eye contact for the first time in 3 years. It threw me into a panic attack. (mom turned that into a conversation about her too)

I can't say no to my cousin.. :/

I'm going to run out of money, and time.

I need a job, and I can't find one (made a dollar today at the shop +1 positive *sarcasm out the ass*)

THE SHOP OMG KILL ME. I HATE EVERYTHING STRESS

The only thing I've ever wanted to do Is make art. But I don't think i'll ever be good at that. I want to be and I will work for it, but its like that goal just gets farther and farther away.

My like 3rd grade art teacher walked into the shop. AND SAID SHE WAS FUCKING PROUD OF ME... later that night I had a drunken one night stand, the following day, more pills. What is there to be proud of?

That isn't even an update. Its a rant. Goddamn Dru.

#him #her #killme?#+3positve #novelofproblems #freckletooth

Trying to study for my chemistry exam tomorrow... hahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahhah... fuck.

#lol #chemistry #killme?