#kimco

[melona-na]

I think a lot about lee gilyoung after the scenarios, growing up to have kim dokja’s unfortunate smile, especially when he’s hurting and trying to hide it. I need to see how any member of KimCom freezes up whenever he shows them that smile, and immediately panicking.

Them trying to not show how it breaks their hearts when lgy does that and encouraging him to open up, all the while desperate to not have a repeat of kdj’s Everything™️

I need them to try their best to support him, to show him that they care, and to make sure lgy never ever feels alone. They fought so hard to survive the scenarios, they are not losing him, especially not to himself and his loneliness

Most of all though i went them to do all these because they genuinely care for lgy

Just. Lee Gilyoung who grew up not looking like Kim Dokja, but with his smile so similar and it freaks the fuck out of anyone who remembers

[momojiji-radar]

Some old orv art I can finally release

Part 3 of 3 #YooHanKim piece of Mourning Dairy fanbook

Illustrated to go with Featherx's fic: today until tomorrow on A03

[orvreader51]

Kim Dokja: I have a plan

KimCo: You are not allowed to die

Kim Dokja: I no longer have a plan

[cactusjuiceisquenchy]

You wanna know why the oldest dream revelation hurts so much? (Orv spoilers) Kim dokja has spent almost 30 years of his life alone with no one around who loved or cared about him. And suddenly the apocalypse comes along and he meets So. many. People who actively love him. He secretly hates himself and doesn’t believe he’s worthy of love but little by little this found family chips away at his defenses.

Then he meets the oldest dream and oh. That’s why. The world was designed for him, everything from the sticks to the rocks are programmed to love him. So while he loves kimco, how much of their love is real? Isn’t he more of a shackle chaining them to himself? Wouldn’t it be better to just, disappear?

[rudolphsboyfriend]

Listen all im saying is someday yoohankim and kimco will grow old and die of normal causes and i just think it would be neat if kim dokja was the last to die so he can understand how the rest of them felt every single time he did it i just think it would be really cool and fun if he had to bear the weight of everything he put them through and realise how much it hurt wouldn't that be lovely

[a-reader-love]

★ miryul ★ - original post

[cittielinks]

Kim Dokja uses sign language to communicate. He wasn’t deaf or mute it’s just a response to his trauma back when he was a child. Kim Dokja would go completely mute whenever he is overwhelmed so he tries to communicate with kimco through sign language and through writing.

It took them a long time sans Sangsoo ( bc they learned it for Kim Dokja!! they want to hold a proper conversation with him whenever he feels too much!!) but eventually got there. Kim Dokja would melt every time they tried to talk to him.

It was one of those days when Kim Dokja should feel too much that he decided to stop his sentence mid-way and start hands-signing. Yoo Joonghyuk for the most part took him too long to understand but when he finally did he immediately grabbed Kim Dokja’s wrist and walked away.

He sat Kim Dokja down on the chair, gave him water, and slowly signed to him how he was doing great and that he is proud that Kim Dokja should just take it slowly and that he is here. It’s very ooc of Yoo Joonghyuk but he did it because he loves Kim Dokja and doesn’t want him to feel invalidated and closed off not after the pain he went through. 

Because Yoo Joonghyuk is already here, he decided to protect Kim Dokja with all his might!

[chuunicalesimp]

"If you found out you had one day left to live what would you do with it"

Yoo sangah: i'd say good bye and mend my relationships

Lee jihye: i'd do something illegal

*han sooyoung interrupting LJY in the middle*: yeah like what? Drink soju or go home after curfew??

Lee jihye, pounting: ah shut up! Then what would you do?

Han sooyoung: I'd accept my fate!

Lee jihye: heh boring and you are supposed to be a writer?

Kim dokja: oh good one lee jihye

Han sooyoung: heh what would u do Mr. reader

Kim dokja: I'd message 10 people on facebook and tell them if they didn't forward it to 10 different people, i'll die tomorrow

Han sooyoung: .... jesus dokja

Lee jihye: damn that's genius can i change my answer too?