#kindaventing

[apyropesdragon-blog]

Kinda hate life

Sometimes I just feel like I can do nothing right ;/

[neeoneenon]

I'm working on: - Not wasting my own time. - Not wasting other people's time. - Being easier to reach. - Keeping my word. - Being reliable. - Giving more than I take. I used to be (and still am sometimes) a really bad texter and very hard to reach. I also used to be pretty selfish tbh. I'm still not perfect, but I think I've come a very long way. I believe you should do whatever the fuck you want, but it makes things so much easier for you and everyone else when you consider their time, feelings, and needs also. Growing up, I'm beginning to realize just how far a timely text message, "spotting" my friends, and not flaking on plans can go. It's kind of frustrating at times because I feel like some people haven't exactly matured in that way yet (not salty at all 😒). But I get that everyone is different and has their own things to deal with.

[trineunbounded]

Circadian

Trickling by Swiftly leaving nothing behind but Debris and the tick Of that damn clock I forgot to turn off Chimes staggering through Plaster and concrete Reminding me What lies at the end It’s always on the edge of sleep That I remember things.

It’s strange Soft yet far too warm For me to feel comfortable Teetering Between Control and The only place where I can find That final third To finish that damned puzzle I started The day I opened my eyes.

I have seen Many live And die Before my very Heart My eyes Will always Deceive me Tell me Again Why I’m Not allowed To Let Them-

I hate waking up To silence.