@requincouche Have you ever use your diaper anywhere in public or around other people?
Thank you kindly for sending me multiple Asks, actually ^^, that is very kind !!!
Hm, well I might have done something like that, or not 😮. Not necessarily to do it around others, but I've tried to venture into the Big World while being the tiniest Little deep inside..
The thing is that I'm always a little. It is my default factory setting. It's who I am, and who I'll always be. I will never truly grow up, in a way. My body grew into an adult, and is now slowly deteriorating as the developmental pathways have served their purpose and are now mostly turned off. I think that my mind also grew into that of an adult; I have adult-like thoughts, some ambitions and dreams (though most of which will never see the light of day), some sense that I want to reproduce, and I think that I have some intelligence... Though, when it comes to habits, I'm a mixed bag. There's the typical adult-like habits and hobbies like cooking, taking photos, reading, but then there's also my desire to be ✨Little✨. What that means to me, is too much to write in this message, but I wanna emphasise that it's a very important thing for me.
Being Little, and being in my littlespace, isn't just about accesories like dummies, bottles, diapers, stuffies... It's any combination of that, or even none. It's gonna be less apparent to be Little without any physical attributes, but it's easier than what you'd expect. Back in February I went on a short holiday to see a friend in the South of France. We went to an anime convention together, and in the evening we went to a different restaurant almost every day. Although I shouldn't have, I offered to pay for all of these restaurant trips, but oh well ^^;. Anyway, during one of these times, I accidentally (or not °^°), slipped into little mode, and booped a bit of whipped cream into my friend's nose, and I had to laugh so much I almost lost it. You see? There were no diapers, no onesies, no bottles or pacis.. It was just the two of us, sitting by a table in an (arguably really weird and almost empty) restaurant.
I think that this couples in to my belief that nothing by itself is inherently fun. It's the meaning which we assign to it, or the people with whom we do it together with, which give it a certain feeling and meaning. Like, if I go swimming by myself in a public pool, I will probably not enjoy it, but if I do it together with a good friend, then it'd be super fun and we'd talk and laugh the whole day !!! If I drink choco milk from a bottle, it doesn't necessarily give me any fun, but if I imagine myself being loved by a caretaker, being fed with a bottle, then I'll feel in my element and have a lot of fun !!!
