"You were a really great boyfriend. But the way you dumped me made me think that you were actually a douche. And I really don't want to talk to you anymore because it's really awkward. I appreciate how you still want to be friends, and it's not your fault I feel this way, but I sometimes wish I could just cut off all connections with you. You were an amazing friend and boyfriend. I was really really happy when I was with you. And I thought that you felt the same way, but I guess not. You basically dumped me because you stopped trying. I thought our relationship was important enough to fight for, but I guess not. Maybe it was my fault for thinking that we'd last forever. Or maybe it was your fault you stopped trying. But seriously, if you didn't believe that we'd get married, why did you ask me out in the first place? So you could use me in order to get temporary satisfaction and happiness? I don't understand. And it would be nice if you could stop bothering me when I see you at school and stuff. I don't want to be mean and say this to your face, but I kind of don't really want to talk to you anymore. You've really hurt me. A lot more than you know, actually. It seemed like you broke up with me really easily and was thankful that you could get rid of such a burden. Well, now that I'm gone from your life, I hope that I can stay out of it and have nothing to do with you. I want to forgive you for hurting me, but it really fucking hurt (and it still hurts thinking about it sometimes), and I don't even know how I'm supposed to forgive you for tearing out a huge chunk of my heart."