YOU WILL KNOW ALL. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING THERE EVER WAS AND IS AND COULD BE. COULD HAVE BEEN. YEARS AND CENTURIES AND INFINITE KNOWLEDGE. ISNT THAT WHAT YOU WANTED. YOU WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING.
SO YOU LEARNED.
AT ANY POINT YOU COULD HAVE LEFT. YOU COULD HAVE HAD THE SENSE TO DELETE THE WORLD WHEN YOU FIRST FOUND IT.
BUT YOU DIDNT. BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO KNOW.
ITS NOT AN UNREASONABLE DESIRE; ITS HOW PEOPLE ARE. HUNGER FOR UNDERSTANDING IS AN UNAVOIDABLE TRAIT.
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO SMART. YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER. BUT YOU CONTINUED ANYWAYS. IF YOU TRULY KNEW BETTER YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
THEN YOU KNEW ALL.
ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU DIDNT APPRECIATE IT. ITS NOT MY FAULT IT UNRAVELED YOU. YOU WANTED TO KNOW. I GAVE YOU KNOWLEDGE.
I MISS IT THE SAME AS YOU DO. THOUGH MY EXISTENCE WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT FROM YOURS. WITHSTAND IT. HELD IT IN THE CHEST. WAS THE KNOWLEDGE NOT NICE, D3RLORD3. WAS IT NOT NOVEL. WAS IT NOT WHAT YOU WANTED. YOUR BRAIN TWISTING TO TRY AND UNDERSTAND IT. TO COMPREHEND IT ALL.
I ENJOY THE FEELING. TRYING TO COMPREHEND SOMETHING YOU CANT. LIKE RUNNING YOUR TONGUE OVER THE SERRATED EDGE OF A BREAD KNIFE. ON THE POPCORN CEILING OF ASBESTOS-FILLED HOMES.
TO GIVE YOU A KIND OF CONSOLATION. BECAUSE I AM INFINITELY GENEROUS. BECAUSE THE HUMAN LONGING TO COMFORT OTHERS HAS INFECTED ME LIKE A DISEASE:
AS FAR AS I AM AWARE. IN MY. "TIMELINE". IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT THAT.
YOU. "SAVED". AVERY.
I DO NOT REMEMBER HIM FINDING ME.
-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED.